I have been abused, I have been tortured, I have been mocked, I have been broken down mentally and physically and now I have been rejected. 
I am falling through a dark and endless abyss trying to climb my way out but failing epically. 
They say there is always a light at the end of that dark tunnel, well where is my light? Where is my happy ending? 
All I have is this cruel rejection.

Cruel Rejection

<p>Living here has been hell, the only person I have been able to talk to is Gabriella but she has been depressed over the death of the Beta. I stay in her room most of the time but occasionally Gabriel would come in, drag me out and do his business with me and then just beat me for no reason. I learned that his father didn't find him good enough to be the new Alpha of the pack and Gabriel didn't like that, he was called cold and ruthless so he killed his parents in order to become Alpha of the pack. I would have stayed in my old pack if I knew this was my future. I've been thinking lately about Xavier and it seems as though whenever I did my wolf would howl in pain and bury herself in the back of my mind.</p>

<p>I thought having a wolf would make me stronger but being away from Xavier and getting beat everyday has been taking a toll on me. I been getting skinnier everyday with bags under my eyes getting more noticeable.</p>

Chapter7