I have been abused, I have been tortured, I have been mocked, I have been broken down mentally and physically and now I have been rejected. 
I am falling through a dark and endless abyss trying to climb my way out but failing epically. 
They say there is always a light at the end of that dark tunnel, well where is my light? Where is my happy ending? 
All I have is this cruel rejection.

Cruel Rejection

I woke up to the sounds of Rosalina's squeals. Immediately I rushed out of bed to side of the crib.

/"What do you want, you little trouble maker?/" I asked playfully.

She looked up at me with a confused expression.

/"Is mama's girl ready for food?/" I said playfully as I picked her up and tossed her a little bit. She gave me a toothless grin as I spun her around a little.

I sat on the bed with her in my lap and started to undo my shirt. I held her close to me as she latched on. I hummed a small song and stroked the back of her head with my hand.

/"You're a beautiful mother you know that right?/" A husky voice called from the door.

I jumped a little when I noticed Xavier standing at the door. He had on a plain white shirt and dark blue jeans, but he still looked irresistible.

/"What the hell Xavier, how long have you been standing there?/" I asked softly not wanting to disturb Rose yet.

Chapter17