Two men. Two women. Two couples. Too many secrets.
Axel
I can have any woman I want, except for the one who has broken my heart more than once.
Jameson
When I fall, I fall hard. The woman I yearn for can't be mine, and if even she could be, she would never accept my secret.
Shondra
Big girls don't find love easy and it takes a special man to handle what I dish out. Too bad my soulmate hates the sight of me.
Vegas
Love has alluded me for so long, until one night, I meet the perfect stranger who turns everything around. Trouble is, he's taken.
A story filled with humor, heartbreak and angst, follow these characters on a journey to discover if love can really be everlasting.

Paying For It

/"There’s been only you, Axel. Since we split up in D.C... since the night of your graduation, there has been only you./"

Axel stepped back, his face registering shock at my confession. I couldn’t let the embarrassment of telling him my secret stop me, so I gathered up my burgeoning courage and kept going.

/"There has been only you because you were right. I couldn’t love anyone properly until I learned to love myself./" I let out a self-depreciating giggle that grated the inside of my throat. Loving myself was once an impossible dream, but through patience, understanding and forgiveness it was becoming a reality. /"I started going to a therapy after our… incident in December. My therapist helped me realize how much I’ve hurt you over the years, and I’m sorry, Axel. I truly am… for everything./"

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