"I am pregnant, " I say looking into his eyes intensely but his face is emotionless. 

"what? " he asks stunned, he paces around for a few minutes "I can't take care of a child right now" he snaps holding the office table tightly. 

"We have to because I have no way to go," I say pleading for acknowledgment and understanding. 

"what do you mean, " he said eyeing me suspiciously. 

"my parent disowned me," I say looking down in shame. 

"I will take you in but don't expect me to care for you and your baby because all this means nothing to me" he glanced at me before walking out of his office. 

Tears run down my cheek, feeling of embarrassment, and lost claws in my heart. 

I lost everything my family, my self-esteem, I feel lost and worthless.

Most of all I lost love.

VERDICT OF LOVE

Chance glares at her before responding /"she is my fiancee/" he declares openly.

His words rang in my ear making my heart thunder and body feeling numb in a state of shock.

I felt deluded and deteriorated and this feeling maims in a thousand ways.

His words echo in my mind leaving me stupefied and bewilder my mind going into overdrive.

The plates in my hands falls to the floor breaking into pieces, the sound echoes making me gasp snapping me from my thoughts.

My heart breaks into million pieces echoing within my body piercing into my pride and self-esteem.

I got on my knees without thinking picking up the broken pieces with my shaking hands /" let me take care of this/" Louis says helping me up.

I blink back the tears while trying to avoid his eyes /"no I will do this, it's just a plate/" I say walking towards the stairs to find a brush.

Chapter11