"I am pregnant, " I say looking into his eyes intensely but his face is emotionless. 

"what? " he asks stunned, he paces around for a few minutes "I can't take care of a child right now" he snaps holding the office table tightly. 

"We have to because I have no way to go," I say pleading for acknowledgment and understanding. 

"what do you mean, " he said eyeing me suspiciously. 

"my parent disowned me," I say looking down in shame. 

"I will take you in but don't expect me to care for you and your baby because all this means nothing to me" he glanced at me before walking out of his office. 

Tears run down my cheek, feeling of embarrassment, and lost claws in my heart. 

I lost everything my family, my self-esteem, I feel lost and worthless.

Most of all I lost love.

VERDICT OF LOVE

I stare at the dirty ceiling with boredom feeling fear and confusion creeping at my heart giving me goosebumps as every second passes by with me tied to the chair.

This is officially the second day with my stomach growling for food and my hands and legs feeling sore as a result of staying in one seating position for so long.

I squirm on the chair in discomfort, time tick by with every second since Blake left me here going after the other phase of his plan.

I gaze at the floor trepidly not finding any solution to the problem at hand, I feel helpless with all this new information, I don't know if it right to be scared, brave or just... How did I get to this point away from my baby, away from my new life and plans.

I blink back the tears cursing myself for being so weak /" please God don't let any harm come to my baby, my family, friends and... Chance, please keep a watchful eye on my baby/" I say as my body quake with sobs.

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