"I am pregnant, " I say looking into his eyes intensely but his face is emotionless. 

"what? " he asks stunned, he paces around for a few minutes "I can't take care of a child right now" he snaps holding the office table tightly. 

"We have to because I have no way to go," I say pleading for acknowledgment and understanding. 

"what do you mean, " he said eyeing me suspiciously. 

"my parent disowned me," I say looking down in shame. 

"I will take you in but don't expect me to care for you and your baby because all this means nothing to me" he glanced at me before walking out of his office. 

Tears run down my cheek, feeling of embarrassment, and lost claws in my heart. 

I lost everything my family, my self-esteem, I feel lost and worthless.

Most of all I lost love.

VERDICT OF LOVE

Things have been going great since the ball which was two weeks ago, everyone has put it upon themselves to spend as much time as possible with Wilmer and me before we finally leave for Brazil.

I have to try to create a time where Wilmer spends some time with my family and also with Chance family even with my friends just so everyone would have time with Wilmer.

Wilmer seems to love the attention he's getting from everyone and it hurts me to take this away from him but I guess this for the best.

Today is the day I would be leaving, we are currently at the airport after going through security checkup and every other thing I am currently waiting for my boarding ticket to be announced.

I sigh deeply as I seat beside Chance away from everyone, we have been seated here for five minutes in complete silence both lost for words to say.

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