You were warned. If you can't stand sadistic/masochistic/self-aggressive characters, this book is not for you. Otherwise, enjoy!
"You are not a doctor, are you? Why are you here?"" I asked with a restless smile. He didn't answer right away, just made me witness how hot he is when a smile dances in the corner of those perfect lips.
""Nor are you dangerous. So why are you here, Nana?"
Nana is kept in a mental institution for almost a year now, given the fact that she is considered self-aggressive. She was known for that she was able to play anyone or anything with her charming smile and risky jokes, keeping her tough-girl mask up without a problem, but when she suddenly gets a new doctor, her life drastically changes. The girl's been through a lot, but it suddenly comes into question if she makes it through this one?
Dr Ramsey turns out to not only be a challenge for Nana but a huge risk and danger as well as for everyone who gets close to him. He offers her a new chance to live a normal teenage life after such a rock bottom, but will she find out what's that catch about him, before it's too late?

Bruises and Bitemarks

I couldn't recall a single moment in my life when I was dying. When I actually considered, that my life might end here. I've never given up on the road, a long-long road that was ahead of me, or so I believed.

I didn't want to die just yet. No matter how fucked up I got, how fucked up my life got, I wanted to live it, for the simple things like sunsets, sex, martinis, and kittens. This may seem like a joke to you, and maybe I was trying to be a little funny there, but my point is;

I wasn't willing to let go of my life.

Okay, I would say I am proud of myself... I held on till I started to... actually vomit blood. I remember it really felt like my body was trying to get rid of my organs through my throat, in a really violent manner. I couldn't even breath at a point, because I couldn't stop coughing.

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