Chapter26

#Chapter26

EVA--

I dozed in and out of the drug high I was swimming in. The nurses had held me down and injected me into bliss last night, as usual, I'd woke up screaming and crying over the nightmares that consumed my head once the night fell. I didn't mind the dreams, they consisted of my long lost Master, although it was painful and terrifying I wanted them, I anticipated them every night. I dug my nails into my thighs, making sure I could still feel, I didn't like the numbness, I wanted the pain, the pain brought me closer to my master. He'd imprinted his memories into my brain, with every thought, came in a new wave of images of him. I didn't cry anymore, my tears had long dried out. He wouldn't want me to cry, he'd want me to stay strong as I lay here floating in the left overs of the drug.