#Chapter41
Sometimes I don't understand the drive between us; one moment is like a whirlpool of emotions, the next is a tug of war. Taking a thousand steps together only for just one step to draw us back to the beginning. Frustrating as hell. My fist clench so tight you could see the white of my palm almost to the point of drawing blood. My eyes close inhaling deeply, I decided not to go after him even as I so much want to do that. Walking back to the couch, my phone goes off with me answering the caller.
My mind racing along why he finds it difficult to talk about her, makes it seems like I'm a rebound he's trying to get over her. /"Hey./" Hearing Ella's girly giggles fill the background.
/"You okay?/" She paused in concern as I let out a sigh sitting down.
/"Yeah, I am fine./"