Patience

Jee's POV

How I loathe this male next to Violet. I want to rip him to pieces. How does one male look so happy talking to some other males female? Is he trying to seduce her? Does he want her that bad? Will he try to be with her tonight? I am scared since she has not officially accepted me. It's been days and now weeks. Any male would be concerned. I have tried very hard to keep my temper in check but this is coming very close to my limit. The beast inside of me can not hold out this long. I am longing for her and I want to devour her whole body and make her shake with the highest of pleasure but I can't. Not right now Jee. I must keep my beast in check.

I used to run away around this time. I always felt a female had some type of presence on me but it was different. It was like a pull of unforgiven strength. It never felt right. My actions were not of my own. During previous Blood Moons I would find myself hovering over Becks when she would be sleeping. Almost every Blood Moon it would be like that. It was my beast. I couldn't hold myself back. My beast, my instinct wanted her so bad but my heart and mind kept fighting the urge. I would have to leave for a few days and come back after the Blood Moon. I couldn't stand the smell of her arousal whenever I was near her during the Blood Moon. It made me want to vomit everything I ate prior to that day and more. To me her smell was like vomit. I could never imagine being around someone like that for the rest of my life during this time of the Blood Moon.

"You will leave again this time brother?" Isaiah asks me

"Yes, but not yet." I say back to him disgustingly

Thinking about all those years before has left a vile taste in my tongue. Something I will never allow to ever happen in my life. Finally it looks like this fight is over. The younger male was able to take over the former head of the household. I look at him and I see no sense of love or admiration for his female, more like power and dominance over the 4 other males. Would it be like that all the time if Violet wanted more suitors? My heart feels like it's burning. It hurts when I think that.

"Looks like it ended, let's go." Brother says and I come back to my senses and head straight over to Violet

"Ian, looks like you were able to view one of our Blood Moon battles." Isaiah says to that damn male chatting with Violet earlier.

"Seems like this is a very aggressive tribe. I am glad our females will be protected here by these strong beasts." he says back to Isaiah excitingly

"Yes indeed. And Jee is this who we were talking about earlier?" Isaiah asks me

"Yes. This is Violet, Violet this is my brother Isaiah, Becks male." I say to her authoritatively

I hope she can understand how I am not involved with Becks on how I said that.

"Yes, I am Becks male and soon to be chief of this tribe. Nice to meet you." he says to her and walks closer to her for a hug

She immediately takes a step back and tells him. Heh good girl. I will reward her for that.

"It's nice to meet you as well. I am glad to have finally met Isaiah, Becks male and brother to Jee." she says back to Isaiah

My heartbeat jumped when she emphasized what I was pointing out to her too.

"Looks like you met Ian there. He is our region doctor. He will be checking up on all the females in our tribe around this time. I have personally asked him to come since we are no longer in the capital so we don't have support from other regional doctors anymore. He is a good friend that I trust." Isaiah says back to her

Trust? I have never seen this man. Who must this male be?

"All right all right it's time to check out all the females and make sure everyone is okay here. Do you have any pregnant females? They will be priority first." he says back to us

"Yes 3. Let's get you settled and then we can start our rounds." Isaiah says back to Ian

"Sure. It was nice meeting you Prince Jee and an honor to meet you Miss Violet. I will make sure to see you last so that we can catch up on our conversation prior. Until then duty calls." he says and starts walking away with Isaiah

I can't help but feel envious towards him. My mind is a blur. I have someone that could potentially take Violet away from me if she is interested. Females have the right to be with other males from different tribes. If Violet had the choice would she choose him? He is a doctor and it looks like they were happy chatting about god knows what before we met up with them. If only we could have happy conversations like that.

"Jee? Hello, Jee?" I hear Violet saying to me

"Sorry I didn't hear you. I apologize." I say back to her

Get a grip Jee. Stop thinking the way you are thinking now. She won't like you like this.

"I was just saying, shouldn't we go back to the tree-house?" she asks

"Yes, let's go back home." I say back to her and lift her in my arms

"Hey why are you lifting me up? We have a lot of things that we had to leave since the doctor isn't holding them anymore!" she yells back at me

"Don't worry. I will get them right after I take you back." I saw back to her reassuringly

"Fine, but don't forget that I have a lot of things I need for the next few days in there. I don't want to be without those items." she says back to me

"Why are you going somewhere to pack all of these items?" I ask her nervously

Has she chosen someone to stay with? Is there someone else she found? Was it someone she met before me or who she went to when she was gone that one night?

"I plan to stay in the house for the next few days to avoid the Blood Moon." she says back to me

Thank you gods.