*** Mature content in this chapter and the next. There will also be talk of rape and forced submission.
Beck's POV
I straddle Isaiah and we start kissing. I can't help and regret that this is not Jee. For now this will do. He runs his hand down my body and slowly enters my inner thighs. I flinch as I look into his eyes. They look soulless like he doesn't want to be here as well but since it is his duty he does. It's okay I will just pretend that he is Jee.
I visualize Jee's in shape chest and rub my fingers slowly down it. I look up and see his typical smirk that makes my body go wild. My juices are already spilling on him and he moves his fingers into my entrance. I moan with pleasure as the one I love is finally showing compassion to me. My Jee. My one and only. I want to be one with you now so please enter me.
I rock my hips with him as he adds another finger in me and then another which makes me flinch as it hits my wall. This feels so devilishly good. How he uses his hands and stays in rythm with my hips makes my whole body shiver. So good . This feels too good that I am turned on to the fullest. My juices fall all over his fingers and that's when I am turned to my back. The sudden movement makes me jump out of my fantasy and I see Isaiah on top of me instead of Jee.
Oh it's Isaiah!
"Don't look so disappointed my lovely female and soon to be wife." Isaiah smirks back at me with desire
I've known for a long time that Isaiah has always wanted me but not I. Every time he would watch Jee and I play from a distance and finally join us when Jee would have to leave and do something. I don't think he hated Jee but I do know he was envious of him. Everyone could see how much Jee was favored over all the other half siblings. It makes sense since Jee is a Raven Prince.
"I am not disappointed you just need to be a bit gentler with me." I say back to him concerned
As much as I love this feeling, he was being rough with me and I was not liking it as much after I realized it was Isaiah. He shoves another finger in me and I squeeze his fingers inside of my lower area. What is he doing? Didn't I say that he needed to be gentle?
"Don't worry love. I will be done with you soon and you can have your way as much as you want after." he says back to me glaring
Did he just glare at me? And what does he mean I can have my way after? Isaiah now holds both my wrists above my head and moves to my lower area. My damn body reacts to him and all it wants is Isaiah. My body betrays me when Isaiah touches my lips with his lips and devours my lower body. Over and over again with his fingers and tongue I continuously feel ecstasy as he shakes my whole entire body with pleasure. This man, I wonder if he has done this before because he feels like a pro! He turns me over and I can see his friend below is huge!
"Sit!" he demands
I look at him nervously and then at his friend. There is no way that thing is going to fit in me. Will he make me do this?
"I can't! I won't be able to fit that in me." I say back to him nervously
"Either you sit or I pound this in you. You choose!" he says back with authority
How dare he make me do this! If this was Jee he would never force me to do this. I start to lean forward to get up and Isaiah grabs me and slams my hips around his being. Oh goddess! How was he able to get this to fit into me? He pounds me over and over and over again til my knees give up. I have been saving myself for Jee for years and when I finally become an adult it is taken away by force! I will never forgive Isaiah!
"You may think you are the one in power here but remember, I am next in line to be chief and you are a warrior's daughter. Without one of us you would be any regular female. I have been nice to you and tried to work things out but when you call another man's name out when we are having time with each other that is where you cross the line. Clean yourself up and make yourself presentable. We will eat with my soldiers soon." Isaiah says to me and leaves
Did this really just happen to me? Did I lose my virginity to someone who doesn't care about me? I have made a grave mistake. I need to find a way to join with Jee and leave his crazy brother!
Jee's POV
I am trying so hard to control my whole body from exploding. I've seen this happen many times with Becks but I have never wanted to join any female like this ever til Violet. I used to run away after I settled Becks in her house but now on my own I just can't get enough of Violet.
My lower being is throbbing and I can smell Violet's arousal. Male beasts have a great smell when it comes to females in heat. They will do anything they can to attach to their female around this time. I am so glad Violet didn't want to go out and wanted to stay in the tree-house. That way no male will be able to smell her and find that she has not mated with anyone yet. Mated females and non mated females have different smells. Mated females have a scent of their husbands on them as for non mated females they don't. So leaving this tree-house would leave her as a target for all males wanting to find a female during The Blood Moon.
I know that she can't control her urges since this is new to her so I will try my best to keep my pace with her. I won't go out of control. I don't want to lose her and I will let her take the lead. Violet slowly leans into my neck and all I feel is wetness. I feel little pinches and small moist rubbing of smooth lips on my shoulder to my neck. My lower being reacts instantly and now my beast is coming out. I need to stay in control. I don't want to scare my potential female, but I will do almost anything to have her tonight.