Reconciliation

I am very shocked; I do not know what to feel. The mix of emotions is going through me. I felt angry, shocked, and frustrated all at once, and I can no longer speak.

I am paralyzed.

I am very angry that I wanted to get out. to escape this place. to get away from Atlas

The man I'm trying so hard to understand the man I'm trying so hard to trust. It all came crushing down.

Why does he keep lying? Is the past really that bad that he keeps it away from me? Did he love her? Or does he still love him? I am a side chic. Am I being played? or being manipulated by this book? by Jamella

Jamella is a manipulator, that is a fact, but Atlas has been lying these past few days. I do not know what to believe. I do not even know what to do.

I run out of the house; I can't do this while being this confused and frustrated.

I need to see Nyx; she is the only one I need. She is the only one who called to understand me.

I am in front of her house, ringing her bell.

I am tired.