Chapter 15

•Robert's POV•

It's my morning and I feel like shit. As soon as my eyes just open‚ I literally felt like I could barf. I jumped up from the bed and rushed to the bathroom. Kneeling infront of the toilet and just letting it all out.

I hate vomiting. It's the worst feeling ever. The taste makes it worse and that feeling of something gagging you and only making more come out. I nearly tip over after hurling only blanks the third time and pretty soon someone comes behind me‚ holding my hair up.

I look back and see it's Nathan. He's here. Shit he came here last night. And he saw me like this!?

I quickly get up off the floor‚ shoving his hand away and then flushing the toilet before I walk to the sink to thoroughly brush my teeth and wash my mouth with some mouthwash. Anything to get that awful taste out.

"You're still here…" I say once I'm finished. The memory of that woman's voice still in my head. Like an open wound‚ the flesh and pain still throbbing. "I thought you had better things to do other than deal with me."

"…I can explain."

"Save it." I walk out the door‚ back into my room. I still feel like shit. I guess having a hangover does that.

Nathan follows behind me and when I turn around he stares me right in the eyes. "No. It's not what you think Robert."

"Is it?"

"Yes. Let's just sit down and I will explain…please…" He's begging me and has that look in his eyes.

Nathan is not just my boyfriend‚ but he's my bestfriend too. I trust him more than anyone in this world and it's hard to believe he would ever intentionally hurt me. It's always worth trying to listen to him‚ so I nod and sit down on the bed.

"Fine…"

Nathan sits next to me‚ "I was at a friend's place and we kind of had a disagreement and we got in a fight. I hit my head really hard and I passed out. When you called her girlfriend wanted to tell you what happened but she said you ended to call before she could explain and then I tried to came here as soon as possible."

Okay now that's a lot to take in. I know that Nathan may possibly have other friends‚ but those are normally just people we consider friends when we just hang out with them occasionally. But at the same time I can't help but wonder what their fight was about and it he really got knocked out cold‚ why didn't the try contact me!? What if something worse happened!?

I feel even more like shit. I thought he cheated on me and now I know the truth. I still feel a bit mad though.

"…oh shit…Are you okay!?" I didn't hide my concern for him. Even having a look at his head myself. It's hard to see anything through his blonde hair but I notice a small bruise on his scalp. "Nate‚ did you go see a doctor?!"

"No?"

"What if you had a concussion!? What if something worse happened? Why did you even fight?"

"Because…" He takes a deep breath‚ "It's no big deal. She and I used to be friends on the boarding school. I'm sure I told you about her before. Her name is Shado."

He's right‚ he has mentioned someone with that name before but it was only brief. I was never in a boarding school‚ but rumours say people have it rough there. Might aswell call it a school prison even though that was just an exaggeration‚ that's just how shitty those schools are. I wouldn't have an issue with it‚ if Nate made any new friends.

"I'm just glad your okay‚" I say‚ genuinely feeling sorry for ever doubting in him‚ "And I'm sorry I jumped into conclusions like that. My day just felt like shit and I guess I easily thought you were with someone else…"

"I don't blame you for thinking that way…"

"You don't?"

I nods and gently holds my hand‚ "The last few years‚ I gave you the impression that….I was a fuckboy. Never went exclusive with anyone and I don't blame if you if you ever have no trust in me. But I'll tell you why I was like that…" It sounds like he has more to say and I sit and listen to him‚ "I had feelings for you for a long time. Seeing you with someone else…did hurt and I tried to move on and enjoy my life. I never wanted to have anything serious with somebody…I also never supported your relationship with Desna."

Nathan has been doing all that because he wanted to be me? It all makes sense now. Even Desna once asked me if he was gay and why he had no girlfriend. Maybe because he was guy and from a distant had to watch me be with someone else. I can't imagine how that must have felt like.

I give his hand a gentle squeeze‚ "Who gives a shit about Desna? I am glad you didn't support it. That made you the one person in this world who actually had my back this entire time." I then smile and rest my head on his shoulder. "Nothibg could mean more to me then that."

There's a moment if silence. Nathan clears his throat and he finally speaks again‚ "…I also knew about her and Dillan before you did. In a way I had part in sabotaging your relationship with her…because I didn't want to stop it…" I look at him in shock‚ "I wanted it to reach the point where you would be left with no choice but to dump her."

'Okay that's not what I expected to hear.'

I stand and I begin pacing. There's so many ways I could look at this‚ but the first thought that comes to my mind is my bestfriend hiding something like that from me. The person I trusted the most in the world.

I don't want to get mad. Especially not at Nathan. He's all person I have‚ but at the same time it makes my stomach twist to think that I was kept a fool this entire time. I am over my relationship with Desna. It never worked out and to be honest even though Nate kept it all from me‚ not like was going to have broken heart.

The fucker wanted to ruin my relationship with her. To be honest that's a very bad thing to do‚ but at the same time it only adds more to this dark image I'm making out of Nate. Like there's a side I haven't seen of him yet.

"Robert I'm sorry. Please say something." He gave me a pleading look. I can see it in his eyes. He's panicking and that doesn't come so very often for Nathan.

At the same time I can't stay mad at him. I slowly step closer and then push his shoulders back. His body stiffens but he let's me push him back‚ looking a bit confused on his face‚ and then gasping when he sees me biting at the hem of his jeans. "What are you doing?"

I grin wickedly at him. "It's okay just promise you'll never hide something like that from me again?"

"Fuck…" His chest heaves before he reaches for my cheek‚ lightly caressing it. "I promise baby!"

This man can be so hot sometimes. I rather eagerly unbutton his jeans and tug them down. He's wearing some black Calvin Klein boxers. His throbbing cock growing long and thick. I can see the veins through his briefs.

I glide my hand over his erection before I take it out‚ letting it flop against his stomach. I do push his shirt up a little to watch those abs tighten as my tongue licks his thick shaft.

"Suck that dick Robert…don't test my patience‚ not after you called me bro yesterday!"

He still remembers that and has that familiar‚ feral look in his eyes. The excitement of it takes me over and I don't hesitate closing my mouth around his cock.

Both his hands hold my head and pushes my face down‚ letting his fat tip reach the back of my throat. His cock so big it already makes me gag‚ and just tastes do good‚ I can't stop slurping and licking the underside of his top. It's there where all that juicy precum gathers and drips off on my tongue.

"Ahhh fuck!" Nathan groans. The lust evident in his eyes as I move my head faster and faster. His hips soon began pumping aswell and my own drool started to run down my chin. "Suck that cock!"

He thrusted harder and harder. His pace quickening before my head was held still and my face got turned into a cocksleeve pretty quickly. My dick is getting so hard from this‚ it hurts and I desperately want to feel this meat of a cock inside my ass.

Nathan soon pulls my head off‚ leaving me panting like a dog before I let him remove my shorts. My cock wobbling once I kicked aside my boxers before he rubbed his tip around my rims‚ and slipped it right in.

In went his cock. It filled my inner caverns and had my eyes rolling to the back of my head‚ just from feeling how big it is. And then he started thrusting his hips while simultaneously moving my ass up and down.

I take it that he wants me to ride him‚ so I do just that. Moaning in pleasure while getting pounded by his cock. His thrusts quickening rather quickly and then his arms soon lock around me tightly for him to keep on mounting his massive shaft inside me.

"Nate!!" I scream his name as my cum shot all over his chest‚ soaking his shirt in my hit spunk.

Nathan kept going till he stills and blasts his warm cum inside me‚ filling me up once more. I can feel all the energy leave my body right after that last thrust before my body slowly collapses and falls on top of his. This was the morning sex I really needed.

His hand keeps rubbing my back before his other grabs a fistful of my hair for him to deeply kiss my lips. Those lips taste even better than before and once his cock slips out of me‚ I look back and watch that hot man cream escape my ass.

"Just look at you. All filled up with my cum." He smiled as he kissed my neck. "Just so you know I'm letting you off the hook this time‚ but call me bro again and I will punish you."

I look back at him and I can tell he's pretty serious. When did he become such a hunk!?

"I promise I won't ever call you bro again baby…" I give him my word and then we kiss again.

For the rest of the morning we just stay in each other's arms. Today was going to be another day with the most hottest guy in the world.