Hi! It's me again
You know you asked me a question and my response was I didn't know yet. To be honest....I still don't know. Like, I want it to start all over again,but I don't know if it would be my best decision.
Like.....I want to and I don't want to, not because I don't feel the way I felt before. I still feel like you had your reasons for breaking us up. But it's okay 😔
And, I want to, because I still feel the way I felt before(I guess), but.....yeah, there are a lot of but's. I really want us to. Like, I really do, but....I'm afraid I might get hurt again. I'm going to hate boys and not you. Trust me, I can do that.
I think we would be better off being best friends. You also know that we vibe better together being best friends. I only feel like if we become best friends, I would be hurt and I mean so hurt,but, it is what it is. U think I don't like you again, but it's kinda impossible.
It feels like you have been trying your best to avoid me,and I don't know why. Being your best friend is almost the same as being your girlfriend.
I mean, I MIGHT still like you, that is if you guarantee me that you also feel the same You once asked me why I doubt right? Well, I doubt because I have been hurt once. I would have told you, but I didn't know how to say it. You know I told you that me liking you feels so surreal. You can't expect that kind of feeling to fade. I would have gladly wanted us back, but I really want to know the reason you break us up in the first place.
If we don't get back together, I would like for us to be best friends, and not just by saying it, but, that is if you actually agree to it When you look at me, I don't know what I see. It's like both our faces are void of any emotion. I'm just glad we are still talking.
Trust me, I have actually tried liking other guys, it just didn't work.....lol. You f*cking charmed me. I once told someone that I spent the happiest moment of my life with you, but you leaving me turned out to be the saddest moment of my life.
I am saying all these and u still don't know my answer yet. I am even sure that my answer won't make any difference to you. I think you have decided to move on and I think u should too. If you think my answer matters, tell me, and if it doesn't matter, please ignore.
The purpose of this is to tell you that: I MIGHT still like you.
Olive had no idea why she slipped that note into Archie's bag.
And that was the beginning of her making choices about her relationship with Archie.
Thank you everyone for reading.....this is my first book and first chapter. Thank you for the love so I can update it constantly. I love you guys all😘
spoiler....he actually replied