Big Brother why? 6 years old

⚠️ Warning ⚠️ This chapter depicts sexual abuse, criminal and neglect of a child. If you wish to skip the events they will be depicted by * lines.

It was a calm night. I was watching a movie next to my self appointed big brother. He was 15-16 years old. I loved him because he was sweet like a big brother. I trusted him. What I didn't know is tonight he would shatter that trust and make me hate myself.

We were watching 'Small Soldiers' rented from a movie rental store. I had never seen it and was excited. My big brother tucked us in and cuddled me as we watched. This was normal for me so I didn't see anything wrong with it. It was my Dad's bedroom with furniture all around the room.

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My big brother then put his hand in my underwear. I shivered as I felt it was wrong. He told me that if I really love him I would let him and not fight him. I relaxed and let him do what he wanted. he stuck two fingers into my clit and asked how it felt. I told him it hurt like scissors. Meanwhile I was hating that it was feeling good while hurting. By the end of the movie he stopped.

I raced out to tell Dad what he had done to me just to be met with both of us being put in the corner. I would come to block this part out until adulthood.

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I felt sick and days later had a bladder infection. I still can't watch that movie.