MYSELF, SYNCHRONICITIES AND THE WORLD

MYSELF, SYNCHRONICITIES AND THE WORLD

February 13, 2021 (Saturday)

It's Saturday, for me it's a day of rest based on the history and the origin from the Jews. I just observed this lately, on my latter years, the outcome of my personal research.

I was born and raised as a Catholic in paper only, but my parents are not a churchgoer unlike the rest who went to church every Sunday. And most people would notice them always, and they assumed that my family isn't religious at all because they haven't seen them during Sundays.

But my mother was so brave to defend themselves, "Don't judge so that you won't be judged as well."

They didn't know that my mother was a prayerful one. I remember when my grandparents were still alive, they wore white long clothes like the nun every time they pray, they'll close the door and ensure everyone's quiet, no one should disturb them when they pray. At times, I saw them doing that every 6 in the evening and morning, and Sunday. So people couldn't see them praying like that.

And it's accordance to the words given by Jesus in the Scripture:

"But when you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you."

"I taught you for a year (or two?) already," a voice of a lady said, a few days ago. Hoping I remember the exact phrase, that they had taught me already on how to do some things.

I remember the time where I am wondering why I felt so different from the others, and I am scared of myself, I freaked out at first realizing the way I am. But then, I came to accept myself eventually as days go by. And within me is telling, "𝙉𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙚 𝙨𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙤𝙛. 𝙄𝙩'𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚." Accepting the way things work, that everyone is unique somehow.

No matter what they say, always remember God loves you and you are unique & special.

February 14, 2021 (Sunday)

Before I sleep at around 9pm of February 13, while praying, I saw a vision of many people in white, they are mostly elders in long white clothes. While others are standing in a semi arc line that seems watching the people below them, I saw some of them kneeling and praying. Next, I woke up at around 4am, and I saw the news about the earthquake in Japan.

The earthquake in Japan is upgraded from 7.1 to 7.3. And based on the report, 950,000 homes were without power due to power plants going offline. No abnormalities have been found at the Fukushima 1 & 2 nuclear plants.

It seemed the earthquake happened after I saw that vision that night at around 11pm but I am asleep that time already.

I, then, remember the event that had happened on February 11, in Texas (United States) where at least six people were killed in crashes that involved at least 100 vehicles. And a few days ago before that, light pillars showed up across the sky in northern Michigan.

Analyzing it, connecting the dots, within me thought this: the light pillars, the strange creature vision I saw that fell from the sky & the 100 vehicular accidents happened in a series. Are those pure coincidence? or are they connected?

That night, I suddenly saw another vision of a man chopping vegetables finely into thin pieces. And I asked, "Who was that? Why I am seeing that?"

And a voice said, "We're just teaching you how to do it properly, like that!"

They're teaching me everything. And I am so thankful at them. I am not good in preparing food, and they shown me a vision on how to do it.

I just smiled because I remember I chopped the vegetables, a day ago, in thick slices, in making a salad, chopping it in any sizes, and they all saw it!

At times, while cooking, they're telling me:

"It's okay now, it's already cooked!"

And sometimes I won't listen and would add anything, and they'll say,

"What have you done?"

I didn't believe them at times. And after that, as I tasted the food I cooked, the taste was terrible, I just hope I listened & followed them.

Whenever I am outside of the house, they're always reminding me to be careful and told me, "Don't talk a lot." "Don't talk to any strangers."

But, sometimes, I didn't follow, and the end is not good always every time I'll do the opposite.

At times they'll say, "𝙔𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙖 𝙘𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙙, 𝘼𝙣𝙣𝙚!" Because I would feel guilty every time I'll do some wrong thing.

It's Valentine's day here on Earth. I just sat at home, scrolling on my phone.

There are some memories from the past I wanted to forget but I cannot. I told myself that I have to let go but some memories are still flashing back.

I remember I prayed one night, because I have a feeling I cannot stop, then, I asked the Lord, "𝑰𝒔 𝒊𝒕 𝒘𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒂𝒚?"

Next, I hear a song out of nowhere right away, with this lyrics:

" "I love you no matter what

I just want you to be happy and always be who you are"

I remember the dream I had a day ago about Lucifer and the voice that's telling me this, "They needed to be stopped." And it's just coincidence when the one that's being played in my social media account is about it, succeedingly played, so I watched the videos about the fallen angel Lucifer, David and Goliath, a big sinkhole in Indonesia, and read the news about the severe floods and landslides in Java, Indonesia - 39 100 homes damaged, 63 700 people displaced and 4 dead.

Then, I jumped unto an article about experiments, animal experiments, going to human experiments.

Then, I was curious and my excitement won't stop me from watching many videos about it.

I watched different documentaries about Human Testing: THE US ARMY'S HUMAN EXPERIMENTATION IN ST LOUIS, The US Army's Secret Cold War Experiments on St. Louisans, Human Experimentation by the CIA - Mind Control, CIA Engaged In Human Experimentation Torture and about MK ultra program (MK-Ultra Mind Control 2018).

I have read the summary in the video, involving most famous celebrities, their strange alter-ego type behaviour, the trauma-based mind control programme known as MK-ULTRA. Including a look into its symbol - the butterfly. And involving many celebrities, politicians, news reporters and murderers under this form of mind control, being shown in the blockbuster movies and TV shows.

They are highlighting these strange words: Alter Egos (WEIRD), STRANGE Celebrity Humanoid (Clone/Demon Behaviours/Illuminati) & Hollywood!

And the next video being played was about the the topic "Bohemian Grove Secrets. WHAT ARE THEY HIDING?"

I already saw one of their videos about the happenings in that Bohemian Grove, their ritual, oration, and it's creepy... for me it's all about the works of the devil.

Next it flashed to my mind again the dream I had last year 2018 (THE SHAPESHIFTER ADVERSARY story I already wrote), wherein a teenager suddenly came, named STEVE, he said he's a friend, he'll help everyone that he'd come after a year or 2, then he laughed out loud. And he teleported to a different place, far from me, but I saw in a vision that he transformed as an OLD MAN as he arrived there and I saw that he's a leader, laying out their plan on a table together with her male members.

He, then, held a GLOBE map of the world, and laughed out loud with that devilish appearance as he looked carefully on it, his face changed as he laughed showing those fiery roots like drips of blood on his face.

I realized that dream really happened after almost 2 years, that year 2020 where the epidemic happened, a worldwide catastrophe, the widespread of the infectious disease.

I shared online the parable of the seeds meaning, and the picture I gathered in the net was coincidentally illustrated with four hearts to show the 4 types of people. I just shared the local version of the meaning of it, just copy-pasted everything. And the meaning was literally given, for me it's already enough for everyone to understand it, in our local language.

However, one of my brothers, the eldest one commented on that post. He belonged to a different religion, and their leader has just passed away recently. He was highlighting their leader, praising him, that he felt sorry for me because I haven't seen their leader when he's still alive, that I should listen to his preaching so that I could understand the meaning of that passage. Because according to him, their preacher could explain it well, and that has a deeper meaning other than what I had posted.

I have not replied to it anymore, to avoid some arguments, to avoid misunderstanding amongst us.

That's one of the reasons, I considered myself, not religious, and would tell them I have no religion, but I am Christian, I believe in Christ and what was written in the Scripture, both Old and New. I would just read everything and would listen to their sides, their opinions, but I don't want to debate or start an argument either.

Actually, I felt slightly not good. Did he mean I did not understand the passage well? Did he mean that I know nothing about the message?

And suddenly, I heard an angry voice of a man, saying, "𝙃𝙞𝙣𝙖𝙝𝙖𝙢𝙤𝙣 𝙢𝙤 𝙗𝙖 𝙖𝙠𝙤?" (Are you challenging me?)

Then, another voice also said this, "𝙬𝙖𝙜 𝙠𝙖𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙞𝙖𝙡𝙖𝙢!" (Don't interfere!)

But I am not sure who were those, or what was it about. Are they referring to the videos I shared online (like the fall of lucifer, mind control or bohemian grove rituals) or the comments made by my brother?

Then, I just posted these:

𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗕𝗘𝗦𝗧 𝗧𝗘𝗔𝗖𝗛𝗘𝗥 𝗜𝗦 𝗢𝗡𝗟𝗬 𝗚𝗢𝗗!

𝗧𝗥𝗨𝗦𝗧 𝗚𝗢𝗗 𝗔𝗕𝗢𝗩𝗘 𝗮𝗹𝗹, 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗺𝗮𝗻!

𝗧𝗼𝗼 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝗶𝗱𝗼𝗹𝗶𝘇𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮 𝗺𝗮𝗻 𝗶𝘀 𝗮𝗻 𝗶𝗻𝘀𝘂𝗹𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗚𝗼𝗱!

𝗔 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗽𝗵𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘀 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝘄𝗲𝗹𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗵𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘁𝗼𝘄𝗻... -𝗝𝗲𝘀𝘂𝘀

For me, even my family on Earth doesn't believe in me because I am not convincing enough every time I speak.

I saw the passage about the 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗗𝗘𝗩𝗜𝗟'𝗦 𝗢𝗙𝗙𝗘𝗥 (𝗪𝗢𝗥𝗟𝗗'𝗦 𝗣𝗢𝗪𝗘𝗥 & 𝗪𝗘𝗔𝗟𝗧𝗛) or temptation to Jesus in the Scripture but Jesus didn't give in unto it. And I reflected that most of the people in this world are likely tempted nowadays by MONEY, FAME and POWER.

I just prayed and slept. However, as I am sleeping, I felt that something's itchy on my skin. And though I am sleeping, I could feel that my hand kept on scratching it. And also I heard some voices telling me, "You win, Anne. You have defeated them!"

I kept on scratching it until I woke up totally, and rose from bed and saw a few red spots on my skin. I went down and washed it out with water. I am wondering what insect/s had bitten my skin. I took a powder and sprayed it beside my bed and on the sheets. While doing that, I heard a few voices whispering with each other, "She had noticed us. She knew we're here."

I pretended I heard nothing and just checked my bed thoroughly. There, I saw a few big red ants, two big red ants, but they're smashed already. Maybe I had smashed them accidentally while sleeping on my side. I took them out all, one by one, and ensure nothing's left on my bed.

Before going to sleep again, I just shared a few lines in my online account and the first one was about the one sinner who repented and the lost sheep.

The highlight of the passage was "𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗟𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗦𝗵𝗲𝗲𝗽 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱"

Jesus said: "I tell you that in the same way there will be more rejoicing in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who do not need to repent."

And Jesus telling this: "𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗮 𝗳𝗲𝗮𝘀𝘁 & 𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗲𝗯𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗲! For this son of mine was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.' So they began to celebrate."

Next, I slept again at around 3am, and I saw a creature in my dream with blonde curly short thick hair until his/her ears, and he/she was angry and said, "𝗡𝗮𝘀𝗮 𝗶𝘆𝗼 𝗻𝗮 𝗮𝗻𝗴 𝗹𝗮𝗵𝗮𝘁!" (Everything is in you already!"). He/she had a beautiful face, but the color of her/his clothes was dark.

And the other scene near it was a mother with a young girl (long straight hair), she's taking care of the child, maybe it's her child.

I am sleeping soundly and suddenly I was awakened by that loudest yell of a man saying, "𝗡𝗢𝗢𝗢𝗢𝗢𝗢𝗢𝗢!!!"

I stood up and wondering who was shouting and angry (𝗪𝗛𝗬 𝗔𝗥𝗘 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗔𝗡𝗚𝗥𝗬 𝗠𝗔𝗡!?).

I cannot forget the golden blonde hair being I saw in a dream, it happened many times already.

One of them was from a dream where I saw a golden blonde curly angel in a court in heaven. It seemed she/he was the accused one, they're facing a judge/King in a court, that seemed in a trial.

The voices would say this to me as well few months ago, as I re-arranged my hair and colored it with the blonde one to hide my whites, "𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒉𝒂𝒊𝒓 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒐𝒐 𝒃𝒆𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆, 𝒂 𝒈𝒐𝒍𝒅𝒆𝒏 𝒐𝒏𝒆."

It's the 2nd time I think, that this being came again yesternight, and said the same words, "𝙒𝙚'𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨! 𝙍𝙚𝙢𝙚𝙢𝙗𝙚𝙧?" (But I didn't remember anything.)

A voice warned me this day, "𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖...𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒌 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏."

The voices around me would say from time to time, for the nth time, "𝑾𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖, 𝑨𝒏𝒏𝒆!" (𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑘𝑠)

They just said earlier, "𝒀𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒔𝒕...𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒎𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒓!"

I am aware that maybe a few people are always wondering why I heard many voices, and I have reflected on this passage told by Jesus: 𝗠𝗬 𝗦𝗛𝗘𝗘𝗣 𝗛𝗘𝗔𝗥𝗦 𝗠𝗬 𝗩𝗢𝗜𝗖𝗘 (-𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗟𝗼𝗿𝗱 𝘀𝗮𝗶𝗱)

"My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me" (John 10:27 KJV)

𝗛𝗜𝗦 𝗦𝗛𝗘𝗘𝗣 𝗛𝗔𝗦 𝗘𝗧𝗘𝗥𝗡𝗔𝗟 𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗘: Jesus answered them, I told you, and ye believed not: the works that I do in my Father's name, they bear witness of me. But ye believe not, because ye are not my sheep...."

Jesus said this before, "𝗜 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗺𝘆 𝗙𝗮𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗼𝗻𝗲."

And a voice said this also to me as well, "𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗺𝗲 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗼𝗻𝗲." (𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒎𝒚 𝒅𝒂𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰 𝒂𝒎 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝑭𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓. 𝑱𝒆𝒔𝒖𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓.)

Last year 2020, some of the voices said this: "𝘼𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙖𝙜𝙖𝙡 𝙢𝙤 𝙣𝙖 𝙙𝙞𝙩𝙤, 𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙤 𝙙𝙞 𝙠𝙖 𝙥𝙖 𝙧𝙞𝙣 𝙣𝙞𝙡𝙖 𝙠𝙞𝙡𝙖𝙡𝙖!" (You have been here for a long time but they still do not know you!)

"𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛?"

Looking back, on my younger years, my childhood friends or classmates would gather around on a bench and they would talk and laugh about something, but I cannot hear them even though they talked so loud, as if I have my own world, an invisible soundproof boundary. They'd ask me at times, but I knew nothing, I cannot join them as if I didn't know how to start a talk, or I cannot speak well. I am not a good conversationalist, I just listened and would smile timidly, and would just nod my head to agree with them. And at times, along the road, when I am walking alone, I would just notice I am already at my destination, without realizing it, as if I am unconsciously walking alone down the road. Where did my thoughts go that time? I observed I was like that when I am still young, physically present but mentally absent? But it's the opposite whenever I am inside the classroom, I am active and attentive, unlike outside.

February 15, 2021 Monday