Chapter 43: Dagger No More
“Emanuel…?” I cried out, agonized, barely able to allow the words to escape from my lips. “Come back…” Without a sound, I silently groaned. Desiring for tears to cascade down my cheeks, but unable to find the strength to do so, let alone feel anything at all. “I loved you with all my heart.”
And that’s when the tears, the thoughts, the racing compulsions, began to flow endlessly through my mind. But I could not prevent myself from thinking, feeling, being anything at all. Nor could I encourage myself to fully embrace it.
“You were everything to me,” I choked on the very rancor of my words. “But now… I fear you have become nothing.”
And as I felt the torrent of tears swiftly passing from my mind, to my heart, and then expressed more fully, outwardly…