JIDDAH

As the end came out beautifully,
 My start was beautiful,
 Indeed my name AMAANI is a whole meaning
My life,experience,love for a Diary is now shared with my partner,
 As he ride all my pain away in love ,
 I drove him to a new world in love ,

 It started all ugly,
 And cleave with sorrow to aching hearts.
 With a final wave, all disappears
 Beneath the hush of silent tears 

 At first I thought,
 Why can't sorrow be so kind
 As to hide away and stay confined?
 And leave us only thoughts of bliss,
 Of joyful things to reminisce.


 So I focused not on sorrow,born
 Where forlorn times but now are happy,
 But instead of misery and trial,
 And pleasure all felt without relent 

 And with all the love to fill our hearts,
 Sorrow and pain then soon departs.


some life stories sound incredible,some sound like fiction,others will make your mouth pop open in unbelief,life they say have its ups and downs but with AMAANI'S life she has only seen sadness and grieve right from a young age.
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AMAANI

/"I swear I don't know when I started crying, I couldn't even see the view well because my eyes were blurry, I had to clean my tears to see where I was heading to and there we were stuck in the traffic/"

/"Amaani, Amaani/" I didn't even realize ya zuzu was calling me until when she touched me, I've been calling you amma your long lost in your own world of thought.

/"Amaani I know you've been through a lot amma pls have some more sabr and faith in Allah/"

You may feel disorientated, empty, depressed- but I can guarantee you that these feelings will pass.

And when they do, liberation is waiting for you, alongside bursts of life energy.

All that you have longed for, but are afraid of owning- emotional freedom, spiritual maturity, the capacity to love and be in the world, emotional resilience- are waiting for you on the other side of this bridge.

Painful as it might be, it is a worthy endeavour.

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