JIDDAH

As the end came out beautifully,
 My start was beautiful,
 Indeed my name AMAANI is a whole meaning
My life,experience,love for a Diary is now shared with my partner,
 As he ride all my pain away in love ,
 I drove him to a new world in love ,

 It started all ugly,
 And cleave with sorrow to aching hearts.
 With a final wave, all disappears
 Beneath the hush of silent tears 

 At first I thought,
 Why can't sorrow be so kind
 As to hide away and stay confined?
 And leave us only thoughts of bliss,
 Of joyful things to reminisce.


 So I focused not on sorrow,born
 Where forlorn times but now are happy,
 But instead of misery and trial,
 And pleasure all felt without relent 

 And with all the love to fill our hearts,
 Sorrow and pain then soon departs.


some life stories sound incredible,some sound like fiction,others will make your mouth pop open in unbelief,life they say have its ups and downs but with AMAANI'S life she has only seen sadness and grieve right from a young age.
Publisher：i&i Publisher

AMAANI

/"Take a sit Mr Amin/"the doctor said while taking his seat. any problem Doctor? Abba asked worriedly.

Suicide is more complex than a 'decision' the doctor explained as Abba listened carefully.

People who attempt suicide aren't always convinced it's the only option. It's more often that they have exhausted their emotional reserves to continue pursuing those options. It is, in many ways, the ultimate state of burnout.

That state of burnout doesn't happen overnight, either.

In order to attempt suicide, a person has to be in the neurological state where they can override their own survival instincts. At that point, it's an acute state — not totally unlike a heart attack or other medical crisis.

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