Chapter35

#Chapter35

Asha-

Lost in my sea of grief, I didn’t give a shit anymore. I hadn’t known why he was beating me when it was happening but now I see, Adam had threw me under the bus to save himself and he had threw me under the bus alright, I was still struggling to breathe, even after hours and hours, I still couldn’t swallow my saliva without my throat aching, I couldn’t breathe without my entire soul crumbling into pieces and reminding me of every single hit he threw at me. My whole existence hurt.

At this point I had become accustomed to his tantrums, I was starting to be prepared for them, like I was just waiting for it to happen now, like it had become a daily routine, if he wasn’t hurting me physically, he was suffocating me mentally so who cared anymore? Because not me. If this is what my life had come to, I didn’t care to stop it because I knew I couldn’t so maybe, he would hit me one time hard enough to end my misery. But I doubt that I was that lucky.