Chapter38

#Chapter38

Asha-

Laying here in my despair, I watched Xenon zip up his pants and walked out of the room, locking the door behind him. He did with my body as he pleased and then he left but it’s not like I could blame him for it, I had asked him to, I had literally begged him to so why was it that I still felt so disgusted? And yet, I wanted him back already, I wanted him here, with me, I needed it.

The door was shut again and my loneliness was surrounding me once more, I was afraid that if surrender to the emptiness I felt deep within me, I’d never be able to feel whole again, I was afraid that I’d forever be broken, never feeling complete.