Chapter31

#Chapter31

I Was Broken.

Ian stilled. His eyes were wide, pure disbelief on his face. /"You what?/"

I could taste the saltiness of the tears which ran down my face. /"I didn't know./"

Ian pulled my arm, sitting me down on the bed. I couldn't even look at his face. It made me feel like a horrible person, even though hours of therapy told me differently. I looked down at the ground, momentarily stunned by the tears.

/"You didn't know what?/" I could hear the anger, the frustration in Ian's voice. /"Will you fucking look at me?/"

I flinched, but looked at him. Anger and confusion was evident on his face. /"When I came here--/" hiccup /"I didn't know --/" hiccup /"And I was so depressed --/"

/"Hold up,/" Ian groaned, obviously frustrated. /"When you came here?/"

I took a deep breath. I knew this was coming. And I had to tell him, no matter how much it hurt me, and I knew for a fact that he would probably hate me after this.