CHAPTER 23 Cold

  I touched my lips shutting it just so a sob won't escape.

  I shut my eyes so tight because I can't forget how he played me so well. I kept comforting my self that I'm just drunk and it's all just because of the liquor that's why I'm being so emotional.

  All of the days he's been so harsh on me, this is just a bit of it. Yes Jade! It's just your damn ego, what is more important to you?

  Of course it's him. I liked him since the day I knew I liked him. What are his steps on me equal to the kisses he gave?

  I convinced my self for how many times yet my heart still won't stop from aching.

  His lips and his touch that reminded me of everything. The way he thought of me as a lousy kisser. I still have the courage to kiss him and prove that he is not good at kissing.

  Fvck you Jade! I cursed myself more. I couldn’t hold back my tears and the sobs that were slowly fading away.

  I heard Olivia grunting. The bed moved and I felt her stealing my blanket from me.