CHAPTER 97

  He pushes up off the railing and walks towards me, brushing past the side of me so I'm knocked slightly out of his way, and he tosses the packet of money on his bed without care. Not looking back at me, I am hit with the scent of his aftershave and bodywash before turning away, so I don’t get the alcohol or some girl’s perfume. I don’t want to smell it and know…I can’t bear it.

  “Can you leave? I’m in need of a shower and sleep. I’m fucked… literally.” He snort-laughs under his breath as though he’s smirking. Against all my willpower, I incline my head and gaze at his profile, searching for truth and turning away fast so he won’t see the depth of the pain he causes with that sentence. It hurts too much.

  “Why are you being like this?” My body visibly vibrating with the intense emotions coursing and building. I have to force it out through clenched teeth and the urge to gag.