I’m still a little shocked. Yesterday, I found out I’m pregnant again. This time around, Mark is here, and I don’t think anything can tear him away from me and our children now, which gives me a sense of relief.
The love and tenderness he shows me is amazing. I have never thought in my wildest dreams I could have a relationship like this. It is perfect. Well, not exactly perfect, but as perfect as I can get. I feel so fortunate to have such an amazing fiancé and his parents are just as amazing.
I keep putting off the topic of where we will live after we get married. I’m so torn. I really want to go back home and be around my friends and Mark’s family, but the picture is always shattered when I think about my family. Why do I have such a hard family to deal with?