Why it's hard to choose

" Always remember a true friendship is when someone(friends) who always be there for you in your hardest decision in life."

After katie called levinia parents called her because they an important question to ask levinia.

Levinia patents are crying and when levinia approach them and suddenly her parents ask a difficult question for levinia" which one you will choose your mom or me?" her dad said, levinia is having a hard time to answer her father keeps questioning levinia and she can't stand it anymore so she cried she slowly answering and told her dad" I choose mom" her dad was crying because he absolutely knows what will levinia answer ( because levinia are close to her mom rather than her dad.)

The three of them keep crying and crying until levinia got anxiety attack she suddenly have a hard time breathing and her hand and feet are shaking her parents are worried and they know that she's having an attack because of them.

Levinia dad did everything to calm her down so the anxiety won't get worst. Its the first time that levinia have anxiety attack ( the attack was trigger because of her parents fight). After 20 minutes levinia came back to normal her parents decided not to pressure levinia about those stupid question.

After all what happened Levinia just watching her parents having an emotional conversation she finally gets what will the conversation headed. When her parents are hugging levinia cried because she knows that her parents are decided to separate so that levinia and trav won't suffer anymore because of there fight. Even if they forgive each other and go back the way it was levinia mother knows that everything will not be the same as it was so she decided to broke up with levinia dad.

Levinia and trav stay with their dad while there mother find a new apartment to live. They totally broke up. After levinia mom leave she felt different the house is no longer loud she missed her mom so much that she cried at the bathroom so that her dad won't notice and she said something to god "it's done, everything is done, my family, why me, there are a lot of people out their why you choose me to have this nonsense life, why would my familly suffer we didn't do anything wrong, why, why?" she said.

Two days after levinia came back from school and katie and jason noticed her change its like she doesn't like to talk to other people everytime some tried to approach her she gave a baleful look. Katie doesn't like the way levinia act because she feels like she loose a best friend. Katie trie to talk to levinia but levinia said "Not now katie, I'm not in a good mood to talk about my life, my problem or amything else that related to my damn fucking life." katie was shocked and she suddenly felt scared it's like levinia are distancing herself from her and jason. Katie told jason its your turn, do something but when jason approach levinia told jason the samething that she said to katie.

Katie and jason tried everything they can but levinia decided to avoided them. Katie got angry and grab levinia hand and push her direct to the wall and said" What the hell lev, it because you have a problem with your family it doesn't mean your going to involve us and what were you thinking staying away from us, huh lev, is that what you want? Lev can't you fucking see we tried to understand you, we did everything we can but what did you do, your not even talking with us all you did was staying away, lev I don't want to go to the appoint that our friendship will be ruined so lev please talk to ask don't avoid us." Levinia cried and hold katie shoulder and bow her head and saying" I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry and I know all I did was apoloogize, I'm sorry katie and jason." Katie hug her and didn't say anything because levinia face right now is a mess her eyes our full of meaningless it's like anytime she'll be gone at any moment.

Katie and Jason are more scared because levinia is a type a person wouldn't tell how she feel. They are scared that levinia is having a negative thoughts like committing a suicide.

Levinia came home after there class. Katie always called levinia to make sure she didn't do anything stupid. But one thing Katie didn't know levinia tried to cut her wrist but thankfully it's not too deep. When levinia woke up in the morning her phone keeps ringing when she look at it it's katie levinia notice that katie has been calling her every night and every morning.

Levinia look at her wrist and she get a band aid to cover up and she wear a long sleeve so that katie won't notice because she know when katie found out what she did to herself katie would get mad at her she knows that not just katie but jason as well.

After levinia arrive at school she approach katie and said when will you stop calling every night your calls become my wake up call even in the weekend's. Katie replied "so what didn't you like it there is someone will give you a wake up call." it's annoying I should be rest at weekend's but my phone keeps ringing thanks to you. Katie and jason laugh and felt relieved because levinia has easily came back to her old self.

Katie finally noticed and grab levinia hand and said" What is this? Lev what did you do? Answer me levinia grace, what the hell did you do to yourself? "And levinia replied what? You wanna know what i did to myself will I cut my wrist. Happy? You don't have to worry I decided to keep moving and have a happy high school life this is the last time you will see me hurting myself. So please don't get angry I know I stupid but trust me this is the last time and I will try harder to be okay for my family and friends. "Lev promised me don't you ever hurt yourself. Okay?" Kastie said and levinia replied "Yes, I won't promise."

The three of them are happy because the smiling and energetic levinia is back they hug her tightly and said "You did a good job amd everything is not your fault your parents broke up so stop blaming yourself lev, you did great levinia grace." Katie amd Jason said."