The search

In the morning Sam woke up with a hangover and had a terrible headache to his surprise I wasn't on my bed, at first he thought I was in the bathroom but he quickly sort that something was wrong and so he went to look for me in the bathroom but I wasn't there. His world came crushing down before his eyes he checked around the hospital and asked the people who were there if they had saw me.

For a second he convinced himself it was a dream but as time went by his worst nightmare turned into reality. He called his family and they came to the hospital. Upon arrival Sam started blaming his mum for my disappearance and everything else. In his head he thought I had committed suicide and has time went by he felt like he was going crazy. The doctor that was checking up on me came to the family to tell them I had run away, Sam burst into tears and no one could hold him. Then doctor told them I was heading to the airport and if they could hurry up they could catch up to me. So they did that and headed for the airport but unfortunately they got there late cause the plane I booked left ten minutes earlier. Sam cried and couldn't hold himself and they weren't not told were I was heading cause such information is confidential. Sam stopped speaking to his mother and he stopped eating too, all he could do was drink and lock himself in the room. It was really bad for him and his parents. I wish I could have told him my plans cause he wasn't at fault.

When he had enough he decided to commit suicide cause I had been gone for months and he lost hope of my return. To God's grace his attempt failed and his parents took him for counselling so that he could learn to live without me.

His parents tried to reach my parents but they didn't manage that even broke Sam more than anything. He put our wedding pictures all over the wall cause all he remained with was our wedding pictures and the memories in his head.