The helplessness thought

When I first saw Sam I was happy but then I remembered I had left him without saying a word and that made me feel helpless and really sad. You could tell the sadness that filled his eyes and by the looks of things he wasn't doing well physically and emotionally, that really broke my heart.

He came where I was standing and gave me a hug and said

" why did you leave me?"

That too broke my heart to the extent of not speaking and becoming nomb, I stood there like a statue of liberty. I finally looked into eyes and I could see the tears about to fall down. I dragged him into the house where I hugged and kissed him to my surprise he didn't kiss me back cause he was upset over the issue of me leaving him.

I then decided to crack and I explained everything that had happened and why his mum burnt me. From the look on his face he was in disbelief but couldn't say a word. He turned and started crying saying

" it wasn't my fault my mum didn't like you and if you wanted to leave the house so badly we would have shifted not you leaving not only the house but the country with my pregnancy."

from whatever he said I knew I wouldn't settle the issue just there and then cause he was hurt.