Whatever happens, the main thing is that I have to make sure that Richard doesn't find out my secret, which I tried so hard to hide from him.
Because if he ever found out...
I was pretty sure he would be in shock, so he walked away from me, asking me to stay away from him without any explanation.
Of course, this was not the thing I wanted most from my relationship with Richard, which has been going on for several months.
In fact, if I were to be honest, I didn't want to put an end to our relationship at all. I really, really loved him to the point where I was willing to throw everything away just to be by his side as long as I wanted.
Everything about Richard, starting from his cool side every time he walked through the office hallway when we passed each other and his serious mode when dealing with his work...