My Fear

Then, I screamed so loud that he had to cover his ears. "I saw you, you were there after the rape and...and" I said, frightened.

I almost lost my breathe, about falling and he held me and then he whispered "I saved you Chloe, I'll do you no harm". Then, I fainted.

As soon as I woke up, I shouted and he held me saying "Everything will be fine". I asked "Why and how did you save me?".

He said "I saw you by the road side at a quiet place that evening and I carried you into my car and took you straight to the hospital".

"But how did you know I was there?" I asked.

"I was just passing by and heard a gunshot nearby, so I tried running and while I was running I wanted to hide in a building for safety then I saw you" He answered.

I didn't want to believe what he said, I find it difficult to trust him but a part of me believed him. And then I asked "Why didn't you stay with me at th hospital instead of running away?".

"I didn't run away, I got an urgent call, that was why I dropped your mom's contact for the Nurse, and Yes, together with your phone before I left" He answered.

"Hmm...Okay, so what urgent call was that?" I asked.

"That is my personal business to deal with in which I wouldn't like to share with anyone" He answered uncomfortably..

He clears throat, he said "I will like to go now, I've gat somethings to attend to".

"Okay, but i thought you said you'd stay with me so as not to feel alone" I asked.

"Yes I did but i've got things to attend to right now, I'm sorry" He replied.

I stood up and walked him out. I took him as a suspect but I needed a strong evidence to get him arrested. After he left, I was alone and I miss my mom but what can I do; she told me not to take it to heart but she never got the chance go tell me how I got there and exactly what happened. If i get someone to tell me what happened, I would've been able to remember how I got there.

The only person who i think might get an answer to all my questions hasn't given me a chance to talk one on one but i hope real soon, I will find out the truth and deal with it.

Why is all these happening to me and how I just don't get to die is making me sad or maybe I should just give it one more try and I know no one would be able to save me this time cos I can't stay in this house all alone. What do I do to make it faster this time and forget it all happened. Well, guess a poison will be better then; All these thoughts are what's in my mind. Maybe I should try it?.