He makes it to the men’s room right as the last of the air leaves his lungs and he crumples into a heap against the basins. The hole in Edmund’s chest makes him want to cry out in torturous agony, but the sound sticks in his throat, his lungs refusing to inflate to power the sound.
Aidan.
His Aidan.
His beautiful, wonderful, sweet, exquisite Aidan.
In Edmund’s mind, the graceful upward curve of Aidan’s arms is reminiscent of the wings of an angel, flawless in their divinity – and Edmund cannot breathe at the thought.
His throat is closing up as the hole where his heart once was appears to tear bigger and bigger, destroying his lungs and blocking his throat. His mind is sent into a dizzying spin and his vision tunnels into blackness. The opening of the heavy washroom door can only be noted through feeling, as even Edmund’s hearing has forsook him.