Louisa's POV
I had never cried out so hard in my life.
I was lying in Gianna's arms and cried my heart out.
I knew it was very inappropriate to cry like that in front of someone that you had just met, but I felt that she had known me for a really long time.
Maybe it was because she was pregnant and the hormone she gave off made me feel that I was crying in my mother's arms.
Maybe it was because I felt very guilty because I had had some very impure thoughts towards Lucian.
Maybe it was because she had never tried to stop me from crying.
Maybe...
Maybe it was because I realized that I could never have a man loving me in the same way Lucian loved Gianna.
Love was the only thing I wanted in my life, but love wasn't something that I believed in.
I guessed before I met Gianna, I thought maybe love was just something people made up in fairy tales.