painting's of 'You....and....Me'

"knock....knock" jyo knocked my door "how long are you going to stay wake up remember we have to go back tonight so wake up now " she say turning on the lights in my room.

"Oh my god, what happened to you're eyes? did you cry last night?" she saw my face and said it.

I waved her like it's nothing. "is something happened between you and Bren?" she asked me.

"It was me, I'm the problem" I say getting out of my bed.

"what about his art exhibition? he send an invitation card with daisies" she said.

I paused for a second , we don't have to be end it bad and I don't need to be this cruel till the end. "I will think about it" I say.

We packed everything and said our goodbyes and greeting to everyone we worked with in company. we get on a car and on our way back to airport we saw his exhibition, I stopped the car "I will be back, you guys can go first" I said getting out of the car. "make sure to not left with regrets" jyo said by opening her window and smiled. I know what she mean, she probably figured it out she knows me well than myself.

Even it will take a moment I don't want to left with sad memories. I wanted to end this with good reason for both of us cause all he gave me was a happiness for these past few days. even though it was a short amount of time to know someone but I can tell how good he is as a person.

I took flowers for him to congratulate.

The moment when I entered the hall all I see was paintings, paintings of his life and I'm in them. the person standing in the entrance handed me a mini description paper about his work, they are handing them to everyone to understand the concept of his work. I started reading the explanation of his art papers, it says 'Life as Bren' and that was the final phase and I realized it was the room I'm in ,so I thought may be I'm seeing the art backwards cause they are all recent incidents that happened to him and I'm there with him. It was interesting so I decided to watch it like this.

The first painting I saw was a dinner date in that a boy in the painting proposing to a girl, I thought may be he planed to propose me last night that why he painted this. If it was someone other than me it would be a happy ending for him. watching it made me more sad and felt bad for him so I walked forward and then I saw a painting that two people walking around the street and looking around in a city. it's was so beautiful, It representing the times we hanged out together happily.

I moved forward and then I saw a painting that two people are trapped in a LED light wires. the details was so clear and the painting it self expressing the feelings they both have. that was when he tried to help me with Jyo's propose night surprise party. all I can say that was romantic and beautiful art.

The more I walk the more emotions I can feel. it was like a going back on time and experiencing these beautiful and good memories again. Art is a strange thing even the times goes the beauty of it never change. it made me wonder I'm I deserve to be in his art? what I'm I to him a good memory or a memories that remains pain. I wish they will remain as a good memory cause all he gave me was a reason to smile again and I want him to smile only.

Then I saw a painting about a girl writing something on a sign board and that was me when I gave him my number he even draw the details of that sign board as open. I smiled looking at it and wondered when did he have a time for it, when did he draw everything not letting out any details. he always roamed around me like a puppy.

Then I saw a painting that about when he pinned me against the table that night when I tried to look for a scar on him. I closed my face and walked fast cause it's embarrassing. how can he draw something like that too, God! I wish there's no kids here.

And then I saw a painting, A most beautiful painting the first encounter of us, the painting of a girl grabbing a guy's hand with a teared eyes and they are surrounded around the flowers. it was really beautiful I can't take my eye's on it.

That was the last painting in that room, I got teared and I searched for Bren cause I don't think I can stay there any longer. I'm getting emotional again so before I lost my cool I wanna end it with a smile.

"Hey daisy, what took you so long?" I heard a man's voice and I turned to see, it was the manager of Bren's art work and the person that asked my help to look for a Bren's exhibition place. he walked towards me.

I nodded and greeted him. "did you happen to see Bren?" I asked him.

"He was at the main event " he say " see isn't his work beautiful" he asked me showing his paintings.

"They was indeed, you did a great job to recruit him" I said.

" I should be the one to thank you. he only agrees because of you" he said. that really confused me why is it because of me.

"me?" I asked him with a confused face. "he said, he knows you before and asked me that he wanted to look for a place with you so all I did was helping him" he say.

What does he mean Bren's know me before? I only went with him cause he asked me too. I thought it was all coincidence but seems like it wasn't. what more did I don't know.

"where's his remaining art?" I asked him. he said there's only one special room left other than this hallway .

I ran towards that room and froze the second I saw the name of that paintings room. it says 'Dazes Rain' it was really saying 'Dazes Rain' , 'RAIN' why he was mentioning rain in his art? is it a coincidence? or what should I take this as? I was nervous and afraid to move forward. I mastered up my courage and started walking in.

I no longer think striate about anything, That was a room filled with a paintings and it's all about only one girl . they are all painting of a girl that smiling so warmly and happily looking out something and someone in a different situations and backgrounds and that was 'Me'. The me when I'm I was with 'RAIN' .

Those paintings of me, The me holding a mobile flash light, The me tying the scarf with a scratches on hands, The me eating the bread, The me fall in the mud, The me walking holding a someone's hand, The me showing the books and flowers, The me drawing lines on the wall, Every little details of me was on those paintings. I even wondered that I can smile like that like full of happiness and sparkling eyes with full of love .

And There's a big painting in the center of that room, A Girl was sitting in a sunlight and admiring and living in the nature with full daisies around her. Closing her eyes and feeling the moment. It was the most beautiful think I ever saw. And it was 'Me' The Image of me, the every details of me, my hair and eyes every small details are clearly showing it was making me feel like saying how much he loved that person. I totally break down and my heart was feeling heavy and the painful at the same time.

There's only one person that saw those things of me and it was 'RAIN'. I don't want to think anything. All I wanted to believe in what I'm seeing right now and what I'm feeling right now that was only matters. I don't want to think or start to question or doubt anything. The thing that was Infront of me was only the thing that 'RAIN' can do. I just ran crying and looking for him.

'RAIN' sorry for not recognizing you and pushing you away, don't leave me again... I will come to you....so be there don't leave me....