As I come out of my memories from the past I find that I am still confused. I have more than paid my dues for the death of the boy that I love. The day I visited his mother at their estate I can still hardly remember after all this time. I remember telling her about the child as I fought the waves that had surrounded me in a deafening wave. The rest of that night as well as many nights are a blur to me now.
"What am I supposed to do Draco? I do not know what your mother wants from me. I just want to rest and for this torment to end. I am so tired" I plead in the night to the statue of the boy I love.