SAD STORY/DRAMA
You are experiencing severe depression and your heart is heavy, but no one seems to notice and they continue to treat you as usual.
You feel as if you can't bear to live in this world anymore, you feel better off dead, you believe you're useless, always feeling inferior to anyone and anything, always feeling unfit and unworthy of others.
Outside, you may still be able to smile, laugh, and talk about many things with others, so they don't understand what you're going through. But when you return home, all of that fades away.
You continue to suppress the urge to run away from home or commit suicide with a kitchen knife, stabbing yourself until you die.
You not only find it difficult to talk to them, but even seeing their presence makes you very angry, to the point where you want to tear them apart.
Soon after, someone orders or reprimands you for something, and you don't listen or see them. You stay quiet while doing something.
However, unfortunately, they keep talking and making you more irritated, until the incident causes a commotion throughout the house.
Until finally, you can't take it anymore and you scream and curse, then you go to the kitchen to grab a knife and without thinking, you stab yourself in the stomach or slit your throat in front of them while still screaming and cursing.
Those who witnessed the incident are shocked and then cry, they try to stop you, but it's already too late.