It has been hard for me to learn that my parents are still alive and I still cant believe that I was to blame. It was so hard for back at my old pack where I was treated like their slave all because of them vanishing on us and that made Jackson the alpha. But why why would they do this to me what have I done so wrong to them? what have I done to have coursed this much hatred towards me what have I done that is so wrong?
As I sit here in the lounge room I cant help but ponder on why just why what have I done?
I now have so much anger and hate built up I dont even want to know or do I?
I have been beaten and bruised have had broken arms and legs because they left I rember that they where so loving and caring and now this I don't know what to think anymore. I have to be strong for our daughter and our pack or I know that it will all come crumbling down this pack needs its alpha and luna.