Chapter 1 [Meis Michael]

For 18 years, Meis Michael probably suffered from stalking the most in his life.

Why?

Because he was a beautiful person. He is the protagonist of this story. This author won't say shit like he was average looking even though he was a very handsome person.

Nope, Done with those clichés.

Maybe there were privileges to it. Being handsome and beautiful and all, but to be honest, you might have encountered chances that you will know how dangerous it is to be good-looking at times.

Like the news.

Being raped because someone took a fancy at you, or being sexually abused as a child because you were a good-looking child. Maybe you even heard rumors or have confirmed those kinds of events yourself.

Just, when being a person who caught attention everywhere you go become a feeling of privilege, now, at times it's so dangerous.

You'll fear that if you go out, that dark shady person stalking you everywhere will pull you in an alleyway the moment he gets the chance. Or you won't trust people as easily again once you have been through a traumatic experience of being sexually assaulted by that friend you once trusted so much.

It sucks, but everytime we also see the attention they are grabbing so much of, you can't stop yourself from aspiring to be that person.

Why can't it be me instead?

It was the opposite for Meis.

Whenever he sees that introverted child ignored by everyone, Why can't it be him?

No one disturbs me intentionally. No one won't disrupt me every time I do something, even more when he does the things he likes.

No more people looking at me with that disgusting stares of theirs. No more people watching me evrytime.

It's so freeing and unbelievably breathable. Even though you might say it feels so lonely, but so what?

Is it any better to be surrounded by people which you never want to be around with?

It feels typically the same. The suffering.

Nevertheless, he would probably do anything, feel any type of pain to get away from the suffocating presence of gazes lusting after him.

And that's why he did it. But that was probably a gore story for another time.

That typical day of peacefulness that he have longed for so much, was the DAY HE DIED.

OH, HOW SAD. After so much effort, HE'LL DIE JUST A FEW DAYS AFTER THAT.

But it was more devastating to know. That the time he has awaken in a new world, he has to struggle to find his freedom again.

_TO BE CONTINUED