First kiss

She too comes close to kiss me, at that second, I turn my head and ask myself and take a deep breath.

I said to myself in my mind

'What am I doing?

I don't know who she is.

I meet her some hours before

She could be a thief or a criminal, who knows?'

I turned red with anger.

Faint said, "are you all right ?"

I said loudly "No, I am not alright because of you, who the hell are you?

a thief or a criminal who knows?

What do you want?"

she got very sad about this and stand up, her tears fell drop by drop,

I heard a murmuring saying I am sorry, l am sorry, I am sorry for everything.

I couldn't look at her so i looked at the tv keeping my heart hard like stone. After a few seconds, she walked behind me crying and I heard a door open and close, she was gone.

I sat there like a rock for a while. then I was confused thinking if I had done something wrong.

I got a phone call. like a pain in the ass. it was Justin

hi, Justin, what's up?

Justin-hi baddy how it's going?

I - I have to ask something.

Justin-if is about the project, I didn't even start it.

I - no no it's, not that,

(I tell the whole story to him.) are you so stupid, why didn't you kiss her, It was the perfect chance and you let her go on this night. nowadays the streets are not safe.

You are so cruel, by the way.

Did you finish your project?

I cut the call after that.

Now I am feeling guilty about what I did.

I heard a knocking sound on my door. I suspected that it was faint.

I open the door. It was my mom.

I-hi mom

mom-sorry for coming late, I had work to do.

I-it okay mom,

mam-let me fresh and we can have the dinner

I- ok, mom.

After having dinner, I went to my bed and looked through the window wishing her to be fine.

I saw her on the road and she looked happy. I am happy to see that. but all of a sudden

A car crashes into her, she falls on the road and her white dress turns red with the blood from her wounds. She died looking at me with a face asking for help, and my breath stopped for a while. I stood still without feeling anything.

I stood up in shock from sleep. I am relaxed for a bit. It was a nightmare.

Now it's night 2 am

I walked out of my house to confirm that she wasn't there but I saw her sitting at the bus stop. I am confused if it is a dream or reality. I pinch myself.

It's not a dream.

I saw her sitting at the bus stop through the thick fog. It was freezing so I had taken the blanket. it was a full moon night. I walk to her. I sat by her. I couldn't say anything, and I didn't know what to say. She was shivering in the cold. I shared my blanket with her. It was so cold so we sat very close and covered ourselves with my blanket. Then I said, "I am sorry". On hearing this she turned to me and looked into my eyes and placed her soft cold palm on my face. Her hands were very cold. I froze in that cold. Then we kissed. the street light was blinking above us. The full moon was peeping through the clouds, smiling behind us. for some time I felt nothing, only her. It was my first kiss and also the best.