Chapter 5: Dear Amelia

London England

April 7, 1943

To my dear and loving Aunt Amelia Grasgham.

I live missing her, since the summer I spent with you. I haven't stopped thinking about the delicious desserts and the beauty of the gardens that adorn the entrance of your house, which give it an image taken from the most fantastic.

I remember how you combed my hair, listening to your anecdotes with the Williamses, in those ballroom dances, to which I accompanied many of them. Those obese gentlemen discussed politics and those stallions that always seemed to me as boring as themselves. Looking at you will attract the glances of the gentlemen, the envy and the coarse comments of the ladies. Among the long walks that left my feet (almost dead), like longing to have you with me, but I have to forget about this dream, until your health improves. I can apologize for not being by your side since my father's business does not allow me to be away, however, I have the help of my friend Tobías.

I would like to tell you everything as if you were my diary, in these moments of solitude; what love, that I have for my beloved Patrick, what is the distance that separates us; Knowing that he is on the battlefield, I have noticed that I have lost a little weight. Uncertainty hurts me, just thinking that I won't see him again. Keeping busy at the orphanage by helping out while teaching the little ones, and with a few hours volunteering at the hospital.

Every day that passes, I count the hours for him to come back to me.

The other day, I was looking at a young man, only 18 years old, who was missing a leg... The pain and sadness of many, like their families, is eminent. I take time to paint and walk a bit, in the company of Sacha; she is a very wise and agile little animal; my dog

I look at the blue sky, beloved aunt, and the rumors do not stop, like the one that I will be left alone waiting for a ghost, the more I cling to her love, and to each letter that I have in my hands which professes her love to me, with such madness that the wind moves the treetops, and the force that moves the sea.

I hope to have you soon, who loves you like a daughter.