Akaashi 10

"Keiji..." Samu whispered my name in between kisses and pulled away a little and stare at me with loving eyes.

No words left my mouth when the embarrassment creeps on me but I didn't move and just stay on my seat and tried to act normal. But I doubt that he will buy it since I could feel my cheeks burning in embarrassment. A sweet smile plastered on his lips before he sits properly on the couch. And when I thought that the fluff is over, Samu pulled me up and make me sit on his lap facing him.

"M-myaa-Sam put me dow-"

Before I could even finish my words, he claimed my lips once more but this time, it's more passionate than the first one. More demanding. And more wanting.

And just like earlier, I kissed back.

When his tongue seeks for entrance, I let him in. And as he playfully teased my tongue, his hand carefully wanders inside my clothes leaving its warmth to my skin that it touches. A soft moan escaped my mouth when gently bite my lower lip before he planted soft wet kisses to my jaw and slowly moved to my neck and sucked on it as if he's marking me. While his hand inside my shirt plays on my tits, pinching it gently. Making me cover my mouth to stop myself from moaning out loud. Samu stopped from what he's doing and scowled at me. That's why I thought that he got sober and found what he's doing disgusting.

"Don't cover your mouth Keiji. I love to hear your moans." He said and kissed me once more on my lips before he lifted me up and bring me to his room.

He put me down on his bed carefully and take his shirt off. I'm not even drunk but I feel like I'm getting drunk because of his sweet kisses. And now seeing his chiseled body that would make any gay and woman drool, I regret not drinking even just a little to at least erase this jittery I feel now that he crawled in bed and pinned me underneath his half-naked body.

Samu caress my face down to my neck while staring at me with his eyes filled with lust and affection.

"You're beautiful Keiji..." He whispered that made me blush so I tried to look away but he didn't let me.

Instead, he claimed my lips passionately, asking for a respond, so I did. We played with our tongues, bite each other's lips, until the kiss gets deeper.

I didn't know how he managed to take off my shirt like the flash. And when I tried to hide my body, his brows crooked and take my hands off from hiding it to him and raised my hands to my head that made me red with embarrassment.

"Osamu-"

Once again, I got cut off from his kiss.

He pulled away a little without taking his hand off of my hands that he's holding up in my head and smiled sweetly.

"Shut up and don't call my name. I'm barely hanging on to the little restraint I have, Keiji. If you call my name like that, everything will change between us." He said in a serious voice before he freed my hands.

He sighed. "I'm sorry."

I felt pain in my heart when he said that but before it could even infiltrate my whole system, he stopped it with his next set of words.

"I'm not sorry for what I did. I'm sorry that I didn't ask you out first. I couldn't help it. You're so beautiful when you smile." He said as if he's telling it to himself.

"I'm not drunk, don't get me wrong. I'm not that weak in alcohol. I just... Fuck I'm so lame-"

I didn't let him finish his words and do the same thing to him what he did to me earlier. And he responded with eagerly. Knowing that he's not drunk makes me feel relieved maybe because of my past experiences with Bokuto-san.

I guess it really left a scar on me.

I gasped for air when he pulled away after that passionate kiss but he didn't move away on top of me. Instead, Samu stared at me with mixed emotions on his eyes. There's pain probably because he's restraining himself on doing it further. And there's affection in his eyes, that I sometimes see whenever I caught him staring at me.

"Keiji... Let's stop." He whispered while giving me light kisses on my lips.

"S-stop what?"

He gazed at me. "Being friends..."

"W-why?" I feel like there's a lump in my throat after hearing that.

Does it mean that he's regretting these things that we did?

Or it is really because of the alcohol?

Why does he want to stop being friends?

I won't ask him to date me, I just don't want to lose him because of this mistake.

Those were the thoughts clouding in my mind when he spoke again.

"I can't be just a friend anymore, Keiji." He said firmly that stopped my tears from falling in my eyes.

I couldn't believe the words that he just said as if I'm just hearing things.

"W-what?"

"I know you're still trying to forget that owl but I'm on my limit now. I can't hide it anymore. My feelings." He said while looking at me with sincerity.

"O-osamu-"

"You only have one heart, Akaashi Keiji..."

Samu looked at me with sincerity written on his eyes. And it makes my heart beats erratically.

"Give it to me and I'll cherish you until my last breath."

He said that really take my breath away as if my heart totally gone astray.