Osamu 9

"Keiji... Let's stop." I whispered while giving him light kisses on his lips.

"S-stop what?"

I gazed at him lovingly. "Being friends..."

"W-why?" Akaashi asked like he was about to cry so before he overthinks things, I told him what I really mean.

Knowing him, he might think that it's because of the alcohol I drink when in fact I'm still sober. I guess trying to take courage from the alcohol is not a good idea.

"I can't be just a friend anymore, Keiji." I said firmly that stopped his tears from falling on his beautiful eyes.

"W-what?" He asked in awe.

"I know you're still trying to forget that owl but I'm on my limit now. I can't hide it anymore. My feelings." I said while looking at him with sincerity.

"O-osamu-"

"You only have one heart, Akaashi Keiji..."

My heart is beating wildly when I told him these words for the second time. But unlike the first that I told him these words. I intend to tell him what I really want to say that time we spend the night in the rooftop of Inarizaki high.

"Give it to me and I'll cherish you until my last breath."

Akaashi looked dumbfounded on my confession that somehow makes me anxious. I don't really plan to jump on him like this but I couldn't take it anymore since day one that he accepted my offer to live here with me. Every day is heaven and hell. Heaven because he's the first person I always see in the morning and last to see at night. And hell, because it's hard to keep my feelings to myself.

"I know it's strange to ask you this while I'm already on top of you. I'm sorry." I said and moved away from him after I asked him to give me his heart.

I sat on the edge of the bed while Akaashi sat beside me. He still looked shock by my confession but he doesn't seem like he's disgusted by it, making me feel relieved a little.

"Since when?" Akaashi asked that broke the awkward silence between us.

He glanced at me with his face flushed that is really giving me a hard time not to jump on him again.

Miya Osamu! Fuck get a hold of yourself!

I cleared my throat and answered him without looking at his flushed face to avoid myself from getting tempted.

"Since the first time I saw you in Nationals. That time I bumped on you." I admit and glanced at Akaashi who looked surprised to my confession.

"That long?" I nod on his question that made him bite his lower lip as if he's stopping himself from grinning.

I got mesmerized again.

"Stop it... Biting your lips. It looks seductive. You're making me want to kiss you again."

Akaashi stopped biting his lip and looked away because of the embarrassment but I stopped him from doing so. I made him face me and planted a soft yet long kiss on his lips that made him close his eyes.

I pulled away a little and smile when I met his gaze.

"I knew it. Your lips are quite addicting."

I whispered softly that made his face even redder than earlier.

I chuckled before I hold his hand and kissed it. "As much as I want to do more, I need to wait for your answer first, Aachi-chan."

I looked at him with my eyes filled with my suppressed feelings while holding his hand tight, never want to let him go.

"I love you, Akaashi Keiji. Since the first time I laid my eyes on you until now. The only thing that changed is how much I fell in love more on each passing day that I spend it with you." I said in a serious voice that made his eyes teary.

"It's the reason why I want to save you from the pain you've been going through, why I want to be your happiness. When you were dying in pain, I am too. It's painful to know that you're in love with somebody else. It's more painful to see you with him. But what's the most painful is to see your unhappiness."

I wiped the tears that escaped on his eyes and smiled sweetly.

"I don't care if what I did is wrong, that I asked you to run away with me, that I take you away from the person you love. I don't care if it's a sin to love someone who belongs to somebody else. I don't care if they call me a sinner. I don't care if loving you is a sin." I caress his cheeks gently as his tears keep of streaming down on his beautiful face.

Tears not made of sadness. I don't see it on his eyes, what I see instead is something unfamiliar to me.

So, I took all the courage I have and kissed him once more.

He wrapped his arms on my nape and kissed me back. I pushed him on the bed one more time without breaking the kiss and drown him with my love.

"Akaashi..." I murmured his name in between kissing him and biting his lips.

I pulled away a little bit and looked him in the eyes. He looks flustered but I don't see any resistance on his face, it's more like he himself is ready to be devoured by me anytime.

"Aachi-chan..." I placed my forehead to his and brushed the tip of my nose to his.

And while looking on those beautiful gunmetal blue eyes, I whispered these words...

"Be mine."

Akaashi smiled and pulled me for a kiss instead. The gentleness of Akaashi's kisses is melting the worry that slowly overwhelms me because of his silence. I pulled away from our kiss and looked at him with overflowing love written on my face that is mixed with confusion because of what he just did.

Akaashi gently touch my face and brushes my lips with his thumb.

"Who am I to say no when you're looking at me like that?" Akaashi asked that made my mind in turmoil.

"It's overwhelming. Your feelings." He chuckled.

"I don't know what did I do to make you love this sinner but..." He stared at me with tears on his eyes.

"...you're my salvation, Osamu. So yes...I'm yours."

The stopper I put on my restraint got pulled off after hearing those words. I devoured his lips hungrily yet I still tried to be gentle as possible. Akaashi responded with equal eagerness that fires me up and wanted to do more than just a kiss.

Slowly, I let my hands feel his body as my lips travel to his earlobe and licks it, making him moan for me. My kisses trail to his neck marking him to let the people know who would see it knows that he belongs to me now. I looked at Akaashi with my eyes filled with mixture of love, lust and euphoria. And he gazed back at me with the same emotions written on his face.

"Akaashi Keiji..." I called his name with so much gentleness on it.

I slowly leaned to close our lips' gaps without breaking our eye contact.

"When I asked you to come with me, that makes me a sinner too so..."

And from staring at his eyes, my gaze went to his lips.

"...let's just run away from Eden."

I whispered before claiming his lips but this time, I intend to do more.