Bokuto : In Another Universe

I woke up crying after dreaming myself walking away from my beloved Akaashi who's waiting for the person who complete him. I look beside me and the heaviness I felt in my chest disappear in an instant upon seeing my beloved, sleeping peacefully beside me while his hand is on my waist.

I wiped my tears, went back from laying on my bed beside him and gently touch his sleeping face that I still find beautiful even though we've been together for 8 years now. I guess I'm still haunted by my guilt of doubting my own heart for beating so fast and restless the moment I saw his beautiful smile that proved that he's the reincarnation of the woman I loved in my past life.

I caress softly, Keiji's face while the memory of my dreamed flashed in my head like a movie scene. It feels so real as if it really happened. The pain, anger, love and defeat he felt, I felt it too after waking up. As if he's really me from another universe.

"I hope he's not real. Coz, if he is...It's such a shame for him to let the most precious person that God created." I whispered to myself while staring to my beloved, make-up artist's face.

"Are you talking about me?" Keiji opened his eyes and looked at me with his sleepy gunmetal blue eyes. I smiled and nod before pulling him closer to me, embracing him tightly to feel his warmth.

"I dreamed about me and you." I started that made him look at me.

"And?"

I sighed. "You left me for someone else. We didn't end up together because the me in that dream is so damn stupid." I said annoyingly that made Keiji laughed.

"Why are you mad? It's just a dream and even if he really existed in a parallel world, he's not you. And besides, in this world...You have me." Keiji said that made me smile and forget a little about the pain brought by that dream.

I hugged him tighter and planted a soft kiss on his forehead.

"It's just, I hate it. I lived a hundred lives before I finally met you. But he... he already has you, yet he let that chance to make you completely his. He let you go because of his stupidity." I pulled away a little and looked painfully on my beloved, Keiji's eyes.

"Seeing you smiling lovingly to somebody else other than me, is already unbearable. What more of letting you go? I won't take it. I might die of loneliness if I lose you, Akaashi Keiji." I said in a serious tone and I didn't even hide the pain in my voice.

"I was so damn stupid from my past life that I let myself get killed without even telling you that I love you. And It was really stupid of me to deny that you're my other half, that you're the reincarnation of the only person I loved from my past life, even though my heart clearly remembers you. That's why if that Bokuto Koutarou really do exist, I won't forgive him. For hurting you. For not treating you better. For letting you go." I said and a teardrop races in my cheek that made Keiji wiped it and cupped my face lovingly.

"Stop it. I never hate you. In our past life and even now. And even in our next life, I won't. Because I love you so much, Bokuto Koutarou." Keiji said that made me laugh a little that made him looked at me with a confused expression.

"You're just like him, the Akaashi in my dream. He never hated that stupid Bokuto. He forgave him easily even after all the bad things that stupid owl did. The only thing that made you two different is that, he gave up on that stupid owl...while you...you stayed." I said that made Keiji smile.

Keiji planted a soft kiss on my lips and looked at me lovingly. "I guess even in another universe, I can never hate you." He said while smiling.

I pulled him closer to me and embrace him tight. We stayed like that talking about the dream I just had until the sun rises. Even though I hate how we ended up in that dream, I'm still happy for some reason because...

I looked at my beloved, Akaashi that fell asleep once again in my arms after I finished the story of my dream. I planted a soft kiss on his lips and held his hand with the Celtic owl ring on his ring finger.

"You were happy and smiling..." I whispered and kissed his hand with the ring on it.

And for me, and for him...

That's the only thing that is important.

Seeing you smiling.

Seeing you happy.

I looked at the glass window and whispered in void while staring at the rising sun.

"Hey, Bokuto from another universe..." I whispered.

"...If you're true then I want you to know..."

Akaashi is smiling just for me.