Chapter Eighty six

I saw a hole widening to swallow me, I let it I was completely feeling empty darkness ripped me apart leaving a lot of deadly things to smatch me. I saw myself falling into the deep hole, again and again, I didn't try to resist or fight it was useless I wanted this, I wanted the earth to swallow me there was nothing to leave for now.

Then I heard someone calling my name, I didn't want to turn or know who it was I just want to keep falling, away from all this maybe I could find some peace but the voices keep coming loud enough that till I felt a force pulling out from the deep hole. No, I wanted to stay, I don't want to come back again it hurt every single minute knowing that... Sunny was no more with me. "Sunny" Just then my eyes cracked open. "Where is Sunny" "Becca listen to me you just have to rest". " Sunny... Then I felt my voice thrilling off. yes, it was all in a dream Sunny is still with me, I can't just lose my daughter. She was mine and only mine, Sunny is still with me with this I fell into a peaceful sleep.

Was it some hours later or days I don't know, my eyes opened a crack then a blink the light sipped through my eyes and I have to close my eyes back and open it again to let my eyes adjust to the brightness coming from somewhere. Where was I? And why I'm I here? I tried to turn but my body was so stiff that it was so hard to even raise an arm.

"Becca! You're awake". That was Emily's voice, she was so excited but where was I? Then I felt a hand grabbed me gently on the wrist. " Becca, you're awake I looked up and my eyes caught with Andrew's I tried to smile but it fade away Immediately "you promised me" He shook his head and tears slid down from his eyes and landed on my cheeks.

"You all said it was going to be okay, that Sam would never win this case" Then it started to draw to me, I lost the case and Sam took away my daughter. I gasped as pain shot through my heart. "Becca, just calm down please" Andrew held me gently soothing my wrist but the pain, pain of losing my daughter to someone who hasn't care for her since birth made me gasp again "Becca, please you have to calm down, take a breath" I shook my head doesn't understand the pain, the pain that I was feeling.

I saw him being away gently as the doctor approaches me, I stare at his face "I don't want any of your medications I want my daughter, I want my daughter, where us my daughter" I couldn't hold the tears anymore or the pain in my chest then I felt something being Injected into me, it made me feel light-headed within a blink of an eyes darkness swallowed me up.

"When is she going to be awake" That was a mum's voice, my mum was here, I shot my eyes opened this time it wasn't difficult to adjust to the brightness in the room. "Mum, I called through my dry and crack lips, she rushed toward me and embrace me in a hug " Are you with Sunny? Did she come to visit?  

"I promise, she'll come to see you". " where Is she mum, where is she?  "Becca! Becca! Mum sobbed  " listen to me, please Becca is with her father, she is with him". "No! You can't tell me that, the only father she has is Andrew I want my daughter" I tried to get out of the bed but mum held me firmly the doctor moved toward me and I grabbed the surgery scissors at the table nearby. "Don't come any closer, don't even dare, I need to find my daughter, my Sunny she'll be missing me". 

" You have to calm down Mam please" The doctor moves toward me. "I said stay away! I yelled and my head spin making me feel dizzy but I wasn't going to stay here and allow that Monster to take my child away. No! I ran out from the room holding the scissor tightly in my hand I'm going to hurt anyone who would stop me from taking my daughter, pain shot through me and I staggered to the side. Crouching my chest, I tried to breathe but it was difficult "I have to find my daughter" I turned and saw mum and some nurses coming after me, I straightened up to continue running but slam into someone.

Looking up I saw Andrew. "Becca, he held me " Get off me". "Becca! Please calm down" be struggled to loosen my hold on the scissor but I slit his face with it "let me go" I shouted, struggling to free myself. Despite being wounded, he pulled me into a hug and held me tight. 

I struggled, slicing him and trying my best to let go but he held me tightly in his arms. "Andrew let her go". I held mum telling him but he didn't listen to her " Andrew the doctor called. "Move away from us, don't come any closer! He yelled at them 

"Andrew!!  " I said don't come any closer!!! He shook in anger holding me, tears skid down from my eyes as I loosen the scissor from my hand, his back was dripping in blood still he didn't let go.

"I love you, Becca, I love you so much, I know you're hurting so I'm I, I'm sorry that I couldn't do anything to save Sunny from the hand of that monster but I understand your pain" he was crying now holding me tightly against him, I buried my face in his blood-soaked shirt and weep. I felt speechless and numb as I stood there in his arms "The...the pain is too much....too much to bear". " I know and I'm very sorry". "I love you" This was the first time he has said it so plain. "I was afraid that you'll crawl back in your shell if I say it to you but the truth is that I love you more than you can realize"