Chapter Eighty nine

I sat outside in on the stone pebble, I gave to see my daughter. I'm not insane and she would allow me to see my daughter I'm not going home without seeing her. "I think I'll have to call the police on you" I looked up and found Tara looking down on me, I didn't even know when the gate opened.

I ignore her and continue watching the street. "You can't see your daughter this way, Rebecca". " And who said that I can't I want my daughter" "you know the truth, you're losing it, you're insane and you can't be allowed to see my daughter till the doctor has said so". " The doctor has no right over me likewise you" I stood up and grab her wrist. "And Sunny isn't your daughter get that in your stupid brain". 

" let me go! She tried to wriggle her hand free but I held it tightly and glare at her. "Sunny is my daughter and only mine and I'm going to take my daughter away from here!  " help! Help me!! She screamed do loudly and I had to let go must then the securities ran out from the house.

"She attacked me" she pointed toward me. "Mam you need to leave now," one of them said gesturing that I should leave. "I'm not going anywhere, I'm here to take my daughter". " Drag her out! She ordered, still pretending to be in severe pain, one of the security tried to grab me but I shrugged his hand free. "Don't lay your hand on me, I'm not going anywhere without my daughter". 

"Get her out of here! Tara yelled at them, the bulky one grab me forcefully and tossed me on his shoulder. " Get me down! I struggled on his body but it was futile seeing how bulky he was, he carried me as if I weight nothing then tossed me off the street. I sat there enraged "I'm going with my daughter, I won't give up so easily on my baby" but it was stupid he has already walked away and I was left in the cold with people staring at me. I struggled up and stare back at the house, how could they take my child away from it was something I couldn't still believe. "Sunny Mummy loves you a lot" I mumbled before turning back into the street.

"Becca! Mum ran out when she sighted me outside the driveway. " wherein the hell do you go to" she sobbed wrapping her arms around me, I looked up and saw aunt in tears and Andrew who watched me from the doorway speechless. I didn't say a word to any of them, the pain of not seeing my daughter drives into me. "Come" Mum unwrapped her arms around me before leading me to the house. "You need to freshen up and rest for a while" I didn't respond but walked past her into my daughter's room. I watched the bed again when I came to stand by it.

"They took you away from me, someone who has abandoned you and left me to suffer, someone who has caused a lot of pain to me, he took you away from me, why? Why? I sobbed crouching down beside the bed, please let this all be a dream let in be a dream" I weep holding her Bunny close to my chest. "I will never forgive you Sam that I'll promise you" 

 I woke up the next morning still lying beside the bed but now I was covered with a blanket, I tossed it off me and stood to draw the binds open. Again the realization drew to me, Sunny more lives here. I carried her Bunny downstairs to the sitting room, I stare at the Olympics on the screen for a while before walking to the dining area to take a seat. I sat the Bunny down and stare at it. "I don't know how my baby is doing now, I don't know if she is happy"

"Good morning" Andrew crouched down and kissed me on the cheek but I didn't even feel a tug or react, I just kept my eyes fixed on the Bunny.  "Didn't know you'll be awake by now?" he said rubbing my arm but I ignore him "Would you like breakfast?  " I don't know if my daughter has had her breakfast? I whispered enough for him to hear. "I'm sure she has". " will she be missing me?  "Of course, she will". I swallowed afraid that I was going to break down again. " what do you think she'll be doing now" Andrew hugged me from the back without responding, my inside raged in anger. 

"I need to go and visit her". " That's not a good Idea" he answered sitting up. "Why tell me? I was completely losing my patience. " Because you think I'm insane that I'm not well enough to see and raise my daughter with me". "Nobody is saying that you're insane" he dragged his finger through his hair  "Then tell why can't I see her? Tell me Andrew". "you visited yesterday, right? You can't visit Sunny now you have to wait". " until you're sure that I won't harm my daughter? I asked as calmly that unnerved me. 

"Of course not"  "Then tell me why should I wait, why shouldn't I get to see my daughter now?  He didn't respond but let them stare at him. " Tell me! I stood dragged all the glass cups on the dining to the ground "Tell me why I shouldn't". " Because they are going to use it against you, they going to use your medical report against that's why you have to wait" I nodded  "That's right, do you think that I'm also insane right? " That's not what I'm saying Becca, I... I just want you to get well for Sunny please" he reached out to touch me but I moved away from his touch. 

"Get well you said? Get well!! I grab the chair and flung it to the ground. " I want my daughter and I don't fucking care what you or anyone has to say! I grab Bunny on the chair and ran upstairs.