Chapter Hundred and eight

Today, you're going to go through a lot of files, you have to work hard, let's say in this perspective that you'll help us get our revenge while we help you to live fine" Scott inform me while dropping the file on the desk "Thanks, he nodded before he left, I sigh and looked down at the files. They employ me because they want me to help get revenge and after that, I could decide to leave or stay.

I buried myself in sorting the files on the laptop, I didn't know what time it was toll I looked at my wristwatch. " Jeez! It was mid-afternoon already, I sigh and pushed the chair back, I wonder how I was getting revenge on that monster, I wanted to see the pain in his face, I wanted to make him experience all the pain that he had made me pass through. I sigh again and dragged my hand through my hair, I moved to stand beside the window, just standing here I could have a better view of the city. It just reminded me that Andrew was now far away from me, it made my heartache, the house still smelt of his presence, I just wanted it all to fade but part of me wanted so much to cling to it.

But clinging to it, just made the pain worst, I don't know how I'll get rid of it, the pain was much to bear, staying here knowing that this was all where it all started, where the hope and love all started.  "Is good to know that you're almost done with your work". I sigh again and kept my eyes fixed on the view beyond my window. " Wanted to take a little break"  "It's good to know that I pick the right person to work with me". " it all about the revenge, you know" I heard John approach me. "You don't have to think about it this way, as much as I know we wanted to get our revenge on Sam, we also gave you this job because you needed it" 

I turned to look at him. "We offered you this job not only for our revenge we wanted to help you, but I also wanted to help you". " Why?  "Because you needed the help". " I don't want pity!  "But you need a job, you were half dead and needed help since you cut off everything that remind you of your past"  "How... Tears dropped down from my eyes and I had to turn away. "You can't succeed if you keep leaving in the past". " It hurts so much that no matter how you try you can seem to run away from it". "What if you can". I looked at him.

" You can never run from your past, it keeps tormenting you". "Maybe, you can't run but you can escape from it" I chuckled sadly and turned away. "You know that there are the same". " Depending on how you view it, I nodded in silence. "I don't understand why we're discussing me? He chuckled and fixed his eyes on the view. "It's beautiful how you can stand here and see most places you can seem to go". "Very beautiful, wish I can" I swallowed that really what I wanted, I wanted to leave, I wanted to move away from the place the pain was too much but how can I when my happiness was also here. "What if you can go?

"I don't... I started to speak but Immediately I looked into his eyes, I lost short of words. " Did you... "He nodded, it couldn't be possible. " Our company is spread out all around the world, you could use that to escape from all your pain a while". I stood stunned by words. "It's your decision, I'm not going to force you to do what you don't want to do but it's better to be away sometimes to deal with all your pain than staying here and get reminded of it all the days of your life" he smiled. "Just take your time and think about it" he patted my shoulder before walking out of the office.

He just meant that an opportunity for me to escape all this but why? He was a stranger and all this for my revenge but the question now was, can I? I have to finish my work first then... Was it worth thinking over, I can't leave even if it is what I wanted now, I can't leave my daughter she was the only one I have but I wanted to leave, I can't bear to stay here, it just refreshes the pain every moment, I woke up, Andrew, Sunny, I missed them but I can't seem to reach ours no matter how hard I try? Every minute, I remember the pain I pass through it drives me insane like I was going to lose it and mad I've tried sorting out help through the Internet and the only thing recommend for me was to meet a Therapist.

I sigh and dragged my feet toward the house, I felt the buzz on my phone, I reached out and picked it aimlessly. "The baby is going early... " my heart raced, Emily...is Emily alright, I asked my aunt ego had called. "Yeah, she just wanted me to call you, she wants you here Becca. I was stressed as hell after work but Emily needed me and I have to be there for her, I turned back and headed to my car. I drove as fast I could, thank God there was no traffic, I wanted to be in time for her and her baby that would be the most beautiful thing.

I rushed down from my car and headed toward the hospital entrance, I met my aunt sent in the hallway in the delivery section " Where is she? I asked "Still have a few minutes before she goes into Labour, I sighted her husband, he was tensed like hell and continue pacing the floor. " Let's go, aunt"