Chapter Hundred and Twenty five

I sat in the SUV that was heading toward the airport after weeks of crying and a lot of farewell from Emily, Mandy, and aunt and I have contacted mum a week before today to tell her I was traveling, she had cried and asked if I was going to change my mind but I couldn't stay back anymore I need to go away from everything that reminded me of the pain I had passed through.

"It very hard knowing you're leaving? John asked lightening a cigarette and looking over at me. " Much harder than you could ever think of," I said looking over to the window. "It's much harder than I can ever think about". "You have to take a lot of risks and challenge yourself if you ever want something". " I know and no matter how long I'm going to stay I'm going to come back to get my daughter". "She'll always be here waiting for her mother," He said patting my hand. 

The car finally drove to a stop at the airport and I just look not wanting to get off now. "If you ever want to get well, you need to leave just to start afresh and then you could take out all the hatred you want on Sam" I nodded and pulled open the car and stepped outside, the air hit me hard as I waited for John to come over. "It feels like a dream" I chuckled a bit and walked beside him to wait for my plan. "Why do you say so?

" I turned to where he was going to leave me and tears crowded my eyes  "Because I never know I would have the heart to leave my daughter behind" I laughed feeling the pain again. "But I have to leave that is only the best option" he nodded and reached forward to kiss my forehead. "Thanks, I muttered. "No problem, he laughed. " Just know you have to work hard over there" I nodded with a grin. "Of course, I'll do my best to work hard and when I'm back you won't regret sending me first place" Then I heard the announcement on the plan take off. "You have to go* he says buckling me. 

I shook my has and allow the tears to fall "How I'm I going to live or start? I asked watching him. John smiled and took my hand in his. "When you reach Australia nobody is going to tell you how to live, everything would come easy when you're there". " You have to go unless you want to miss this flight". I nodded and took a step backward and smiled my thanks at him before turning and heading toward the plan, this was it now. I was leaving everything behind to start a new life, a life without my daughter "Sunny wait for Mummy, she's soon coming back" I muttered in tears as I board the plane.

I kept thinking of the life I would have to have with my daughter but it wasn't helping to wish, I thought as I lay my head on the planned seat and thought about the only thing that makes me happy, I remembered my daughter smiled and laughed. "I love you mum" Her word sang into my head as I reached up to touch the necklace. She was the only one that had to keep me going in year's when I was pregnant with her when I had given birth to her, her smile, giggles have made me anxious to live another day and now I'm going very far away from her and the only thing that would also keep me going is remembering that I would still see her beautiful face and smile, I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep 

I woke too later to eat and listen to music, I think it was the best way to spend my time. After a few hours, our arrival was announced and I buckled my seat belt and await my arrival in a country I have never been to before, I shut my eyes and mutter some calm and comforting words to myself. "It going to be fine, I'm going to do a great job" a few minutes later the door to the plan open and I carried my luggage and head toward the exit, this was it.

John has made all the arrangements I had needed, a private car that would take me to my apartment, a car of my own, and a secluded job and all this means I gave to work hard and show him that I was capable of all and with this... I'm never going to allow anyone to mess with me just the way I had tried to forget about my past and all the harm done to me that is the same way I'm going to avoid anything that would bring me back to my pain.

And since life had treated me bad, I owe to show him how strong I had become after all this. For losing a chance to study, being rejected and being lied to by someone I think I could trust, suffering to raise my daughter on my own, having that child taken away from me later in years, and being abandoned by my father that hurt a lot more. I took a long breath as I walked out from the plane "The only thing left for me was to live a life that doesn't involve the past. " I'll help you with that," a voice said behind me. "My name is Olive, John asked me to pick you up" he bowed slightly and I handed him my luggage and followed behind, we stopped at one of the best latest vehicles as he opened the car door for me. 

He entered back to the car when he had kept my luggage safely at the back. "Make yourself comfortable," He said without looking back as he played a low soothing song in the car, I lean back and watched and watched the beauty of the country "This was going to be a change" I smiled a little and allowed myself a little else as I listen to the music. "Where are we heading to," I asked opening my eyes to watch the nan behind the wheel. "We're heading to Sydney city, not very far from here" I nodded and wait for the final arrival.

The car drove for a few hours before he drove through a perfect lawn which I fell in love with immediately, he drove into the white mansion. Which I had never in my life imagined myself being to, Olive climbed down from the car and walked over to open my door for me. "This is the house, you'll be staying in as long as you're working for our company," He said gently with a smile on his face and gaze back at the house that was called mine, it was something I would fantasy about but...living in it was something else.

"Follow me ma, He gestured and led me toward the first part of the building it looks more like an estate different part of the building that was designed for only one person, I swallowed in amazement as I walked begins Olive. The door pulled open at our arrival as we walked into the brown crystal hallway which was designed with one of the most expensive lightbulbs and the marble floor was so clear that I could see my reflection. This was too much for me to live in. 

" We had made special arrangements for whatever you need and if you or lack please feel free to contact me"  "Thanks, that won't be a problem," I said still looking around the hall and the different wings on the mansion. The interior looks more like a hotel building how can stay in this big mansion that was when I noticed that the servants were lined up on another ground floor of the building. "They'll be helping out in the house, so you'll only have to focus on your job" I nodded and looked at the bowed servant. 

"Welcome, we promise to serve you on our best behavior" I nodded with a smile. "Thanks, I said loud enough for all of them to hear. "I'll lead you up to your room," Olive said to me and made his way to the current center of the building where we walk up the stairs, he reached the last floor which was the second floor a headed right to the last room. This is yours and tomorrow you could feel free to arrange the house to your taste" he said bowing slightly. "This is too much already," I said to his hearing. "Nothing is too much for your boss and we've been ordered to treat you with all the best we could" he bowed again.

"And the bow... "I have to, that's my way of showing you my great respect towards you, just rest in for today and tomorrow I'll personally take you to the company" I nodded as I watch all that was happening. "I'm just speechless" I muttered. "It's okay to be," he said before leaving me to myself, I watched him walk away. I sigh in amazement and tiredness before opening the door to my room and my eyes widened as the rich texture of the room, I just need to Phone John and tell him I had arrived and also about all this.

I walked slowly into my room "wow, this was a place I had dreamed to live with my family, with Sunny but... No, I'm not going to allow myself to think about the past. No... I made my way to the window and draw the cotton open and just standing here, I could have a good view of the city part and... It was beautiful. I placed my hand on the glass frame and fed my eyes to the beauty before backing away and walking toward the balcony, all these...all these were too much on me. I walked back to the room and just looked at the bed, it seems more than inviting, and my whole body ache and needed some rest.

I was just going to lie there for a while before freshening up, just for some minutes. With my cloth on, I lay on the center of the bed and shut my eyes thinking about how big and beautiful the house was, and without knowing it I dozed off and slept so comfortably with my boots off. The next moment, I turned over on the bed, I found that I have been covered with the bed blanket. I groan and moved to a sitting position and looked around me sleepily and still rubbing my eyes before noticing the birds chirping on my window and... The beautiful early morning sun. 

" What...had happened? I had just laid on the bed for just a few minutes with my clothes and shoes on just to rest" just then I felt my leg and found out that I was no more putting my shoes on and my jacket has been removed and folded need on one of the room shelf. Jeez! I had forgotten to call John and tell him I have arrived, it was so selfish and unthoughtful of me. I slide out from the bed and walked toward the beauty that pulled me close.  "It's beautiful" John had really known what would amaze and make me happy, I owe him a big thanks for all this.

Immediately, I heard my stomach growl loudly and remembered that I had to eat yesterday before going to sleep. Jeez! I hadn't planned to doze off like that, just a little rest had made me wake up now. I needed to eat and at the same make a call to John and I haven't been informed of the time I have to prepare for work, guess I have to find out by myself.