Chapter 6 of chapter 7 I hate you

I hate you....

Heart break hurts more than anything in this world.  It break down on 

Isabella pov....

The sun was on it beautiful today, as it shine glorious on my face. I feel more excited than ever . After my last decision with lady Lily. She told me that I might be feeling the feeling of true love for the Duke. I in love with the Duke? I can't believe I was in love with  the Duke. I was the first to wake up in my Hall that day. And everything seem beautiful to me even when they do sounds annoying. Like Lady Gogo bells. It all seen normal to me that day. I was to see him again. I couldn't stop myself of thinking about him. All the night. He was in my mind and thinking.

All space were occupied with the thought of him. I burn so much for him last night. I couldn't sleep. I think that how it feels to fall in love with the right person. The Duke has been good to me through out all days although it hard to prove

He had proves to me he was not like the others master who take advantage of their maids.... After our morning routine. I quickly grabs on my stuff and head out. 

When my heart was skipping when I cilmb on the stairs. Should I confess to him about my feeling? How will I say it to him. I bit on my lips nervous thinking of what to say to him when I saw him. It hard but I had to try. 

I build on my courage. Getting to the door entrance I take a deep breath in. I made myself look a little pretty more today. 

" I just hope he like myself appearance. What the hell I'm saying?" I scolded myself. And opened it and went in. 

He wasn't in the living chamber. He must be in the bathroom, because there was no   meeting today. That probably he must be around . I dropped my equipment at the center of the room. And looked around to admire the living chamber. It just smell of his sweet scents and dangerous aura. And I adore it. 

I went to his bathroom to check on him. To my greatest surprise I see something I shouldn't see that breaks my heart into pieces!

He was on the bed with other maiden. Both naked and fucking.i thought he was different but he wasn't. He's a beast and a monster!

I was shocked and short of words. He turns, stares fiercely at me with that devilish eyes.There was no emotional feeling in his eyes, As they were cold as ice.  

The lady said. " Baby why are you slowing down, I want to more. Harder!" She moaned. 

He just looked away like I'm not existing. ..

Why could he do this to me? He's heartless and wicked. My eyes watery with tears. He's indeed heartless!  I ran out pack my equipment and left his chamber with eyes runs down with tears. It hurts so much , I hates him for breaking my heart. 

Along the way I barge into Marcus, he was surprised to see me and wonder what makes me cry. I looked at him with painful eyes. 

"Isabella are you alright?" He asked but I didn't respond and continue my way. He didn't bother because he already know the reason I'm down. I went back to the servant quarter and buried my head on my mattress. I don't want the others to see me cry. 

Just then washing my sorrow away I felt a warm tapping on my skin. 

"Isabella, are you okay? "Emma asked 

I couldn't answer her, as I cry on with my pains. It was hard than I thought there's nothing special in my world. I'm a black maid and that a cursed. She became worries due to my slience. 

"Isabella!" 

I lift my head and looked at her. She was worried, worries for me. That I do appreciate, someone that care for me when I needed love was her. Emma. I was shaking, sad, and broken. I have never felt this kind of feeling before. So that how you feel when your heart is broke by the one you claims to love. 

"Emma" I called and cried. " I trusted him and he trash me like I mean nothing to him" 

"Sh sh sh. It okay. All will be fine" she embrace me warmly. I buried my head on her stomach. Let my tears flow freely on her. 

After the all crying and sorrowful pains in heart that moment. I had to attend to other of my duties with painful broken heart. 

I'm the kitchen, Lady Angela noticed my sad face. She wasn't surprised and she knew the cause of my sodding. 

"He was the one right?" She asked. I gulped at her with surprise look on my face. How did she know? Of course anyone that was close to me would know that I'm sad and something isn't right. 

I swallow up and bow down my face. Who am I ? To even had a feeling for a lord. I'm not in his legacy to fall myself for him. People like him only have people like me for sex pleasure only. 

"My dear, you don't have to burn yourself over a man who didn't have anything for you. Man like him are pigs, idiots and bastard. They don't care about others but only themselves. If you continue like this? You only end up dying with him. So I advice you stay away" 

I get her point of what she was saying but one thing I did get was her word 'You only end up dying with him' what did she means. 

"Dying?" I asked still thinking about it..

"Of course, dying. I means you should be careful because you don't know who might being watching" she said, sounding a bit creepy. "That's more reason you need to stays away" she adds. 

"Alright, lady Angela, thank you. I'll stuck to your advice" I replied with a smile. 

"That my girl, don't worries. A woman life is more better when she's alone because there, she would never have a broken heart" 

She might be right. I'm black and also a maid. It would be better for someone like me to stays in her lonely world. 

After the lot of chores that day. Announcements was made for all maids to come to the meeting Hall. We found ourselves there's and I met Emma along the way. 

"What announcement did lady Pearl wants to tell us again?" She asked 

"I don't know, maybe something good" I answered. She stunned at me, take a weird looks at me. " What?" I questioned, getting uncomfortable with her look. 

"You seem okay" she comment.

"....." I was about to talked when we heard a stomping steps approaching the stage. It wasn't Lady Pearl but her. The same lady who was on the bed with the Duke. 

She walks delightfully into the stage. Acting like a delicate woman in power.

"I'm lady Elsie, your new mistress and hope you girls would give me same respect you give to lady Pearl and very other high lords in the mansion. I'm here to stay and I' would like to get to Know you all more"  she said and get off the stage with support of a gruad.

"Who the hell is she? Someone special?" Emma mumbled 

"Yeah someone special to the Duke bed" I rumble. 

Emma hands flew over her lips. She stared wide at me. 

"The Duke bed? You means the one he..." She couldn't finish her statement as her saw the looks on my face. 

"Well, the both of them are bastards" 

I turns at her and laughed. The laughter to free myself for the burden of pains I put myself earlier on? I had be moody for almost an hour all through my chores in the kitchen and other places. Lady Angela's right, men like the Duke think too about themselves and no one. And now I have to laughed it all away! 

That surprised Emma but she was happy l finally get over the sadness I was having sometimes ago. That's the girl she love to  see. 

"Wow, I'm amazed you move over it. At least there was your smile that I'm missed. "

"I think it better I forget a man who didn't cherish me" 

"Aww. You are right" 

The we have our chat. Like no nothing happened. And went back to duties. During the break, waiting in the Hall for others duties. 

A lady walked majestically into the quarter. She was dressing hot mad classy. She took off her sunglasses. And handle it over to a maid to hold on to. She cracks her throat and ...

"Who's is Isabella?" She asked.

 Lady Elsie!

I stood up, is the same  woman again. She does know how to ruin someone  moment with her annoying presence. She just keeps on appearing from the blue when she's not needing... 

"I'm my grace.." she greeted. " You're the maid assigned to the Duke?" She asked quietly.

"Yes my grace"

"Then you should have remember to clean his room today" 

"I'm sorry my grace. I came in the morning but the door was locked" I  lied  inorder to escape from whatsoever punishment. This lady must have bought in her mind for me

. Because I noticed the mood on her face was changing from every question she asked me. 

"Then grabs your stuff and head to the room. It is really dirty" she took back her sunglass and wore them. And walks out the hall

"Give me a reason I shouldn't hate this one. She's worse in every aspect of being a lady" Emma said.

"We are just maids to them and nothing more. I had to go before I get into another trouble." 

"Please be careful"  Emma said and have nods. 

I grabs on her stuff and head out. Her heart pounding as I walks up the stairs. I didn't want to think about the incident that happened that morning. All I had to do get in here, clean up the room and head out . Nothing much to do or say. 

When I get to the door, this time I knocked, hoping to not interrupt any actions. 

I knock, and knock again. Likes I knocked twice on the door before it opened. 

It was same lady. Lady Elsie. She smiled at me. And greeted again. " Your grace " head bow. The woman like her loyalty. " Come in" 

I entered.  Immediately, l spot him. The devilish prince I  thought l loves. He was sitting majestically on the couch comfortably reading on a new paper like nothing ever happened. But  I ignored and continue with my duties, the reason I was here the first place. 

"Baby your handmaid is here to clean." The lady informed, he gulped at her and back to his paper. 

"Why didn't we continue what we started with inside while she cleans here"

I drop out the mob from the soapy bucket. And slowly I put it on the floor mobbing on it gently. To clean up the stone floor. I felt a strange gaze on me, it smelled danger and ice but I ignored.

"I think you should go out for some air. Okay" his husky voice said. 

The lady didn't hesitate as she walked out.

"See you later my baby" and blow kisses to him. What a disgusting romantic way

I could feel his sharp gaze on me but I didn't give a fuck about it.. and continue my duties.