Chapter 53 A Whole New World

        While I ate,I kept praying silently hoping for a miracle to happen. I wish I can manipulate his mind but I have not even done that before. Well there is a first time for everything.

     I stopped eating and closed my eyes,I was so lost in my concentration when I heard a chuckle beside me.

"What are you doing?"

He asked and I sighed

What am I going to do with him?.

 Are you afraid of the food?

 "No I am not"

I replied not looking at him

"Ok ok you are shy because I am here?"

He asked smiling.

"No I am not,well I am done eating anyway"

I said and stood up packing my plate and cup with me as I went into the kitchen. I returned to pack his and he was still as I left him. I packed his plate and cup and left the dining.

   I was washing the dishes and humming that tone again when I  felt him embracing me. Time stood still and I got lost in the feeling of being close to him. I swear on a normal circumstances,I would have throw caution to the wind and get lost in him forever. But even if my body want him,my mind wants another.

  Why are you holding back huh?"

He asked and squeeze my hand.

"Open yourself to the world around you and you will realise that there is a whole new world waiting for you"

 He said.

 I don't even know what to say at this point. I turned and looked up at him. His eyes were  mesmerizing but I saw something else in them,like he is sad. But why would he be sad?. I just want to kiss him and tell him that everything will be ok. I know I am being unfair,I started this. Why would he not want more when I gave my virginity to him .

       I pulled him closer and smashed my lips on his,it felt so heavenly kissing him. It's like I belong here in his arms.

   He tightened his hold on me and started kissing me widely,I opened my mouth to accept him wholely . I just want to kiss away the sadness I saw in his eyes. My tongue and his were playing tongs, wanting to win against each other. I kissed him with the same passion as his. We were burning and getting lost in each other's kiss.

 I pulled away panting,gasping for air.

"That's a bomb!"

I said laughing out my heart

"I like the sound of that"

He said and I stopped laughing.

"Naughty girl,you have a lover out there seeking for you to be found and you are here kissing another guy."

I scolded my self mentally.

     I rinsed the last dish and took him by the hand and led him to the living room. I sat down and pulled him down with me. I got him seated and I sat in between his legs and put on the tv

"Let's watch the tv"

I said and gave him a peck.

 I could see he wanted me to kiss him longer. I don't know but I feel I belong here with him. Could nature tell me what to do,I don't want him to suffer when he realise that I belong to another.

     I scanned through the channels and found my favorite show, *LOVE AT IT BEST*  Ever since it started showing,I have never missed an episode for a day. It's really interesting,it gives you a highlight of what people think of love. 

    "You don't mind this right?"

I asked but got no reply from him,I turned and saw him staring at me. He bent and kissed the side of my lips. I looked into his eyes and I saw hot desires, it's intensify with every second that passes.

    "Come here"

He said and pulled me up to him. 

"Can I love you"

I was speechless when he asked that. When I did not answer,he continued

"If it's only for tonight,please let me love you"

He helplessly begged and my eyes wailed up,he used his thumb and wiped my tears.

"I did not say that to make you cry baby,I just want you to accept me even if it's only tonight"

 I tried pulling away but he did not let go, rather he held my face and started kissing my tears away.