Chapter 228 No Worries

    A tear dropped from my eyes and wiped it off,I am not the only one suffering from this web called love. I was touched beyond words and decided to reply the message. Ben is a true definition of someone who fell in love helplyess and could not seem to get over it after it was declared that the love can't be.

   "My persistent pest,you might wonder who bears that kind of name but it's you. When I met you,you were of everything I wanted in a man and I thought maybe I could love you but not only will I hurt you,I would hurt myself too. You are a fine gentleman with a pure soul. I must I admit I love your spirit and I am happy to know who you are. I pray that after this phase,we will be friends for life... I love you my persistent pest."

    When I as done typing,I sent it to him and  smiled, finally we both can move on.

    "All the best my friend,may all you secret prayers be answered and may every good thing come you way because good thing goes to those that are good."

   I prayed. I felt inner peace. I was free after all and maybe,I might find my mate because I just have this feeling that something great is about to happen to me.

   I dropped my phone and face the food in my front, my appetite returned and I knew everything was going be fine after all.

   I switched on the television just to have noise around not that I needed it to be on anyway.

    I took a sip from the juice and took a spoonful of my squash. It was delicious,no doubt.

   "Gina,I don't how you are fairing with your pregnancy but I know it will not stop you from eating a delicious squash. It's a pity that I am enjoying here while you are dealing with all that comes with pregnancy." 

    I murmured to myself,I hope to be by her side at this point in time but I have got a problem to solve. I just pray I will not miss this her pregnancy period.

    I used the rate of my hunger to measure the quantity of squash to have on my spoon and in no time I said goodbye to the squash and drained the last drop of my juice. I relaxed and Patted my tommy.

    "That's right,I hope you are good now or should I feed you more potato squash?"

  I said referring to my tommy but it gave me silence as a response and it means it's okay because when silent is given as a response,it means that whoever that responded with silence is in total agreement. With that I believe I am well fed and the next on my list is to go have some rest because I am no robot,I can't die for the fact that I am trying to forget my worries. Infact from today onwards my code should be NO WORRIES.

   I stood up to return my plates to the kitchen and when I returned,I picked my bag and headed towards my room.

   I opened the room to meet it the way I left it, I could remember that last time I was here, Mr Faceless visited. I really missed here,it was just one night away and I missed it the way I do. What happens when there is a need for me to be away for few days does it means that I will not cope. I will just find away to deal with the it.

   I threw myself on the bed and sighed deeply,I can't believe that today is going to end just like that. I can't say I did any fun thing today. It just my normal day to day activities,going to work, coming home, preparing my lunch and my the day meets the night,I go to bed. That's a good example of a bored life.

   May I find reasons to live everyday for I know that life goes beyond all that I mentioned above. It takes more to live a fulfilled life and my prayers everyday is that I get to live one.

    "Nora get your silly ass of the bed and do something about your clothes"

I said and I stood up,was I planning to have a nap with sweaty clothes and sweaty body?. No way,my laziness has not reached to that stage and it will never smell it.

   Pulled all my clothes of my body and walked into the bathroom with my towel wrapped around my body. Not making the mistake I made in the morning,I know it's my bedroom but I feel my privacy ended when Mr Faceless invaded it.