Chapter 167: The mission is on!

The mission is on!

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  "Sorry man, did you find the chisels?" He asked after he done phoning, he came forth with two of them.

  "Not at all!" I snapped walking towards his direction as he handed them.to me to take a look, I took a quick glance. We headed to the counter as he packed the chisels into a bag then I handed him my credit card.

  "Seems like business been good lately..."

  "Why not! I got pretty huge deals coming on you know! That's graceful!" He snapped

  "Ahh! Make money then spend on some hotties right?!" I teased with a half smile then he laughed.

  "Like the Khaleefa's hotties?...that lineage got eyes since from way back..." He chimed

  "That's right! The money, the fame and all that, is a lot!"

  "That Jordan guy is a whole lot of work you know..." He stirred them stopped to have a swift proper conversation

  "You think so....'cause I do!" I got interested

  "Its so easy for him to move on...If only he knew some shit and bitch!" He snapped

  "Yeah, I've been thinking so too! That new bitch he's got is a hottie with sources..." I fired back then he cringed staring at me a little intently.

  "How did you know that?" He asked

  "I know nothing....she's a journalist right, so that's a whole lot of sources." I corrected then he smiled

  "Whatever it is, its their lives and their money...all we gotta do is work and get our asses paid...."

  "By hook or by crook! We are gonna make it count you know!" I added jovially as well laughed, we got along really well. "I'll be back for more stuff man, and we could check out the bar for some scotch shot, what'd you say?" I opted

  "I got 8pm to spare tomorrow! Here's my dial!" He scribbled his number on a piece of paper then I tucked it into my pocket

  "Thanks man, I'll see you soon!" I said walking out of the store

  "Anytime!" He screamed from behind.

  I scurried to my car then I hopped into it and sat for a while to leaning backwards as I took off the mask. I texted BJ instantly

      *Get me a mask by 10am. Urgently!*

               *Yes boss, on it!*

I sighed like I had been running a mile earlier, getting a mask would get me out if recognition, if he knew he was talking to the real Jordan then he'd react soon. Friendship over drinks would be a good start, I think we'd about a lot in due cause, and if course hunting me unintentionally.

I drove home while darkness had surfaced, I walked into the house sluggishly as I perceived a sumptuous aroma coming from the kitchen then I made my way to it.

  "Nessa!" I called out but she didn't hear hear, she was in a conversation with someone. All I could hear was '...keep me posted!...' Then I walked into view and she hung instantly, I had a long face on.

  "Who were you talking to?" I asked sternly yet she seemed perturbed

  "Er! Uhm...I was talking to a friend, I wanted to know if the publication on my new journal had begun..." She said

  "Are you lying to me right now?" I asked

  "Jordan, I could never lie to you. Its the truth I'm telling..." She tried to coax me

  "Its late, and you could always suspend work on weekends, c'mon Nessa we just got here and someone's taking your attention away?!" I said, she seemed helpless then I walked towards her holding her by the waist.

  "That's the sweet thing I've never heard but I didn't know that work on weekends upsets you!" She blurted "You know how we do it, we talk intermittently. I'm sorry baby!" She said but I was discontented

  "I'm doing the same thing so can you do this for me?"

  "Anything for you, Jordan!" She snapped with a smile as well exchanged kisses. "I made dinner, we should eat!" She slid away to the table setting it up.

We sat adjacent to each other as well began eating. Her cooking wasn't bad but the seasoning was abit over it, I miss Gianna right now. She doesn't miss a measurement, she doesn't like she's been hiding a booklet under her sleeves.

  "How did your day go?" She asked

  "Cool! Out with my friends..."

  "The guys from the hotel right?"

  "Yeah, you know them already!"

  "Why not! Don't forget y'all do the faces of the country thing together, the guy with vineyards and the other with fine explicit timbers and stuff? Y'all are big shots!" She explained

  "That's a lot you know there! And you, how was it for you with your anonymous friend?"

  "Oh him! We had a lot to discuss. Like the publication and stuff, the editor's been doing a lot lately." She explained but that was a lie, I followed her every move the whole times d that's all she could come up with.

  "I guess that was fun! I saw a car like yours around a street I recognize..." I chimed

  "Are you sure? There's a lot of people with SUVs in Miami so? That's a mix up, probably. I've beem at the press although." She clarified

  "That's right, silly Jordan!" I snapped "Maybe i should get you a car that doesn't have to look like others, you feel that?" I opted

  "That's a cool one, I'd love it. You know I love to stand out." She snapped excitedly 

  "What would you go for?"

  "Audi or a Tesla!"

  "I'll get you the Tesla's latest model instead, how about that?"

  "No way!!!" She screamed then hopped on me, girls loves gifts and materials girls like Nessa weren't hard to manipulate. I want her to feel special and invincible at all cost, she wouldn't suspect a thing if I focused on making her happy as well as succumbing to her desires.

  "You are incredible baby, this is super duper awesome!"

  "You deserve better, let me treat like the woman that you are, not a deuce bag." I added as we kissed almost passionately. "Do me one thing for tonight, go wait for in the tub. You know you once asked about that, how about we make it real tonight?" I opted

  "You'd get served tonight!" She bit her lips away stylishly, I knew she'd always say yes to me, sex or not!

I headed to the living room and dialed BJ again and it connected.

  "Yes boss!" He answered

  "I need a Tesla for Vanessa, you know what you got to do right?"

  "Yes sir!"

  "As well as the mask, 10am prompt!"

  "Of course, boss!"

  "Good! We'll talk tomorrow!" I hung up them headed upstairs to meet the woman who satisfies just my sexual desires. Don't blame me too much, I'm not a plank.

I entered the bedroom, then I took off my clothes to meet with Nessa, just as planned she was in the tub resting her head on surface looking upward. I walked closer then squatted as she turned to me with a smile.

  "Who would have known that I'd be with Jordan Kareem Khaleefa? I mean, its every girl's dream but its my reality." She heaved a deep sigh in content, I could see the comfortability in her eyes, and lived and loved every moment of it.

  "Good thing you acknowledged it!" I said very calmly staring at her, in as much as I wanted to be with Gianna right now, it was an impossible fairytale for now. I still wasn't sure if Nessa has got my family or not, it would take a lot of time sorting this woman out. Once I know what's in that store then her coming days would be a nightmare. That's a promise.

She walked out of the tub as we stood very closely to each other, she wrapped her arms around constantly smiling at me, I wish I could tell what was in her mind right now. Whether this is part of her plan or nothing at all.

I captured her lips immediately, distracting both our unspoken words. I lifted her up regardless of her drenched skin, we crashed on the bed. I didn't care to know if she was wet or not, I thrusted into her to get this over with, I just wanted to get off so many thoughts, this wasn't for love. It felt like I was returning to old me again, use women and dump them in the end. The way she almost screamed out snapped me off my thoughts, I shunned and stroked in and out as she squirmed over and over again, she had long orgasmed. It felt so good but not better than when Gianna and I, sexing.. I don't know if I could stop thinking of that woman for a single moment, she's all I want but she's not here which makes me even more miserable than I've ever been. The thoughts of kept coming while u stroked faster and harder as Nessa screamed out.

  "Shit!" I said underneath my breath stating into her helpless and weary eyes, it felt different suddenly. I realized that I may have hurt her either ways, I kissed her lips for some seconds then I laid beside her staring at the ceiling above our heads. She remained silent then she dropped down from the bed and slid into her white robes then folded her arms staring into the sky at the porch. She was hurt. 

I didn't know why I did that, stroke her like I was hitting a timber, no way. I felt darkened suddenly especially for Gianna's thought flooding in and out.

It felt like Gianna was in the room with us, I saw her but based on my illusions. Gianna was staring me helplessly in tears then I squinted eyes closed and opened my eyes again. I wore my boxer then headed to where Nessa was standing. I stood right behind tightening my fists.

  "Nessa..." I began as she interrupted

  "...Why do you wanna hurt me Jordan? What have I done wrong to you? Do you have a problem with me?" She turned to me. "That was not sex, you were hurting me on purpose. What's the problem, why are hurting me this way, I thought that you loved me..."

  "Nessa I..." I stopped almost stuttering, yes, I was about to lie that's why.

  "Do you even love me? Are we even real or not?" She asked, plainly we are not, I said to myself.

  "Nessa, we are together...we are here under the same roof, c'mon!"

  "It's possible but our hearts are not!" She turned away angrily "Its about Gianna right?" She turned to me again

  "Nessa...let's not talk about it right now..."

  "We must. We should. We got to..." She yelled

  "Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes!!! Yes, Nessa. It's about Gia, nothing has ever been without her. Its all about Gia..." I yelled out then I walked away to sit on the bed,  I was panted breathlessly, I want getting overly agitated suddenly, I couldn't tell what was taking over me. Nessa remained silent although, we didn't say a word to each other. She slid under the sheets turning her face away from mine until she slept off while I left alone, trying to think straight.

The next next morning,

I didn't have a good rest, I was up from 4am till 7am, I was working on my laptop as well drinking myself up. I got down  from the bed then headed to the drawer where I store my accessories then I took some weed in a bag. I rolled into a joint and lighted up the butt, I walked to the porch and sat beside the table where there was a bottle of vodka. I poured some into my glass a s took a sip as I smoked the weed. I felt terrible doing that but I had no reason to stop as well.

Nessa came forth tying her robes a little tightly then sat adjacent.

  "I'm sorry about last night, I didn't have to mention Gianna, I know how much you love her..." She began as i chirped in

  "You have nothing to be sorry about, its not about you." I said almost whispering, I continued smoking.

  "Its impossible to have her place in your life but I just...I just want to love and be with you, that's all. I may have been selfish but I hope you understand that i really love you."

  "Are you keeping something from me?" I asked, maybe it was too soon or not. I could not wait any longer.

  "Something like what? What are you talking about, Jordan?" She asked in confusion.

  "Don't try to lie to me, Nessa!" I yelled throwing the wine glass to the door, it broke. She was startled.

  "I'm not lying, I have nothing to hide from you. Why are you doing this, hurting yourself?" She asked already sobbing. Maybe I was going too extreme, I was trying to calm down. I moved close to her while she gummed the wall. I dragged in the smoke and published out the smoke to her face as she coughed.

  "If you try to act smarter than me again, I'd puff you out to death! Do you understand?" I jerked her by the jaw, she was scared. I couldn't explain why I turned that way. I refrained, she was panting silently still stuck to the wall, I crushed the butt then headed to her again. I cupped get face with both of my hands

  "Nessa? Would you ever learn to live with a monster like me?! This is not who you want, not a guy like me. Just let me be and you'd be safe." I said to her coldly, she wasn't scared anymore.

  "I won't leave you Jordan, not now not ever. I love you, is it hard for you to understand?" She asked as calm as I was

  "You don't understand, you'd get hurt in the end so why are we doing this?"

  "I know that you think that I took Gianna and your sons but I swear to you that I did not. I'm trying to find her...them. Forget the fact that I've been cheesy about Gianna, that's jealousy. You love her more than you love me, what do you expect? Every woman would feel that way." She confessed, should I believe her or not, time will tell. "I have a few weeks to leave, I wanna make it count before I go back to London, is that possible?" She asked, she was angelic.

  "You know what I'd do if I find out about Gianna's abductor, you know that!"  I said

  "Then why would I dare you?"

  "And the store? Why did you lie about it last night?"

  "Oh damn!" She sighed "I lied because I thought it wasn't too necessary..."